Yeah whatever, another failure!

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if your 15 years old, You haven't been hanging for 15 years, so don't exadurate, more like 2-3 years tops

If you're 15 now it won't be much longer until another whole world will open up to you.

2-3 years? How would you know if I may ask? I'd think I know more about my life than you do.@websexinfo: To be honest, it's over 1000 days till "the world opens up to me" that's 1000 more days of this shit over and over again. I don't think so.

Their is a ton of replys to this, but I would like to comment on the usage of cannabis for depression. Don't do it. If you feel your really depressed, seek professional help. Cigarettes, they won't help. Even tho I do smoke weed, its never good to use an illegal substance for your problems. What if you goto jail? Then your depression will be worse. Just keep it legal. Thanks

Everything in this world has a good side and a bad side. The perception you take on has a direct affect on how you feel. You said you have another 1000 days before another world opens up to you. Well, after those 1000 days you could experience 21000 days of great happiness.It's like the question: is the glass half empty or half full?

The thing is, 1000 days is a LONG time, and it's too long. My "energy" is out, I don't want to deal with all the shit in my life any more... I just want it all to end, and I will make it end.

Live one day at a time instead of looking at it as a whole. Soon it will be 900 days and then 800, and then 500, and then 200, and then soon you can leave and do what you want to do.Have you ever tried to get professional help before?

Today was horrible, yesterday was horrible. Tomorrow will be horrible too.

It's all useless.

To get professional help I would have to have a way to get there.. negative. We don't have a school psychologist or whatever, already asked a while ago...

Have you talked to the school nurse? They have contact information a lot of times. As far as transportation, there are people that will help you once the right people know you need help.

Yesterday has passed. Today is nearly gone. You never know what tomorrow will bring.

here is something I think you should read. Don't stop at the headline because there's more to it.http://entertainment.msn.com/celebs/article.aspx?news=168038

Wow, alot of replies here and some rather difficult issues to talk about.

InSearch, I can see you're frustrated, I know you have your opinion on things and you don't really see differen't because you're having a bad time right now. Just wish things could be easier for you and you were happier.

Hope things get better.

What am I supposed to read about that interview?

well, she describes living depressed for 20 years. Though, as a bipolar, she went from on top of the world to the bottom of some hole you can't get out of. For that long she waited and didn't do anything. Finally, someone decided to take action. It wasn't her, it was her doctor who told her she needed help. Now she lives a happy life.Be stronger than she was and take action for yourself. Help isn't too far away.

It is far away. You said if I talked to the right people they could get me to a doctor. Then I'll be at the doctor's when I'm supposed to be at home (say after school or whenever) and I'll be in a whole shit load of trouble for not coming home after school, and it'd probably be impossible to go to the doctor's again or whatever... it's just not worth all the trouble.