I know every other damn post on this forum has told how i feel a billion times, so im not even going to bother. I am very depressed, I dont know if I am going to kill myself to be honest, but I just feel so alone. I am on a wreckless path with a lot of drugs. I was in a situation last year, where i overdosed on some home chemistry... I ended up in the hospital, and paralyzed from the waist down. I dont know if I will ever walk again. Other than that I would consider myself fairly normal.I know I have potential... I am very very smart, and can communicate very well with people, but for some reason I just feel like I will never make another person happy again in my life. I am looking for someone that can relate to feeling useless, and unloved, and someone who i can share my feelings with on a one on one basis, and maybe come to live with me in the very near future. I have nice things, and as much money as I could need, but we all know the saying 'money cant buy happiness'.I really need someone to be with, either as a lover, or best friend, because I need someone to lean on. I have a lot to give as far as love goes, a lot to teach as far as knowledge goes, and would spend all day every day with another person, working out problems, talking, hanging out, or just holding eachother. I would move anywhere, and start a new life anytime, as long as there would be someone there to love me.If you are the person I described here, please do not hesitate. I need you more than you could ever imagine, and I am ALWAYS willing to talk. I never sleep.
Looking for someone to hold....
I could use a pen pal if you want to talk. Why don't you register and get a username and perhaps I can talk to you in another way other than this website.
Like websex said, registering would definetly be a great idea. You'll find that the people on these boards are extremely nice and helpful. I've been helped more than once by people here who may not even know my first name.I'm glad you see how you're worth something. How you have potential. That's a great quality. You'll find someone in no time. If you're looking to find people over the net, you can give online dating services a try. I personally don't know anyone who's tried it so I'm not exactly opinionated on it. Good luck with whatever you do.
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you can give online dating services a try. I personally don't know anyone who's tried it
I kinda like it. I've never really met anyone I strictly talked to over the internet but that may change in a year or two. My aunt got married through an e-pen pal so I have seen it work. Online services may be an option.
hey, sorry to hear what you're going through. i feel the same about the whole 'I really need someone to be with, either as a lover, or best friend, because I need someone to lean on. I have a lot to give as far as love goes, a lot to teach as far as knowledge goes, and would spend all day every day with another person, working out problems, talking, hanging out, or just holding eachother. I would move anywhere, and start a new life anytime, as long as there would be someone there to love me.' my boyfriend and i broke up a couple of weeks ago, am still trying to get over it. it is horrible not having somebody there, somebody to love and hold and touch, just not having somebody there is the worst feeling. but you will meet somebody, there is someone looking for you as much as you are looking for them.
am here if you wanna chat, not on much anymore as im doing my nursing training and dont have access at the place i'm living, but PM me or whatever, whenever you like and i will get back to you. *hugs*