Hi all,I haven't been here for some time now, I wondered if it was perhaps time I came back and told you what was going on . I see a lot of new posts and new people, but there are still the same old names I recognise.I generally feel a lot better than I did when I made my original posts. I still really like Amy, but I found a way of working it over and I feel a lot better for it now.I managed to make myself treat her as my best friend instead of a love interest, and its worked out really well.I still really love her, but she's found another guy that she likes, so my jealousy is taking care of that and before long she'll be just a normal friend instead of a best friend/love interest..I'm pretty happy with whats going on at the moment, I'm still at school but I'm looking for a job and a flat (apartment). I still don't have a girlfriend, and that gets me down when I think about it, so I try not to.I also got a new tattoo to cover up the scars on my arm. It looks cool and I'm less paranoid about people seeing my arms now.I guess I also wanted to thank those of you who replied to my posts. Being able to vent here kept me sane. You guys were really helpful, and I have no doubt I'll be back here at some point in the future.Cheers