hey everyone its been a while since i posted here....
i gave up pot over xmas, and i felt so good. like really really good, i had loads of money, i was never tired or 'too stoned' to do shit. then when i got back to uni i got myself hooked up with some weed, just for social occasions etc, it lasted me about 3 days and it was all gone, a whole quarter of skunk. it sucks because i want another one now, i really feel by doing that i undid all my hard work by doing that, and guess what? i feel like shit now i dont have my weed. back when i was a total pot head id have just got plain drunk every time i didnt have weed but this is a path i'm avoiding. i duno, i feel so low at the moment, it feels like the world has moved on but left me where i am, my friends at uni are so fickel and my friends back home seem so different now its like we speak another language. i just dont know what to do, im tempted to buy some weed and wallow in myself pitty but ive realised that thats going to get me nowhere at all, i just feel so lost and insecure at the moment......
isnt life grand?
(oh and incase you didnt notice ive been avoidint this forum because it reminds me of weed)