WTF!

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ok, i cut. only my best friends know. SOMEONE told my mom. i told her it was the cat and she believed me, but WTF?! what i do to my skin is MY buisness!!! NOT YOURS PEOPLE! im sick of this! why do people have to keep pestering me about it! it does me more harm than good. SMOKING is worse than what i do and no one bitches at people and sends them to shrinks over that! IM NOT BLEEDING MY HEART OUT PEOPLE. ugh. i have no clue who did it. how can i get my friends to leave me alone about this? besides stopping.

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only my BEST FRIENDS

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I'm guessing one of them isn't really your best friend. You should confront them as soon as possible to find out. As for ou cutting, I;m against it, but I'm not going to stop you, just know that it's not the way to go. If you ever want some help, talk to me online sometime.

i am talking to all of them about it as soon as i see em

mayb sum1 heard about it when sum of ur freinds were talkin behind ur back about it ...but why d u cut ?

does it matter why i do it? i dont want or need help.

i'm a cutter and i'm proud i usaly only surround myself with other cutters and friends i can trust but realy you need to find out which one said it and confront them if you ever need to talk pm me

I don't understand why you would be proud of that.

i'm proud because i don't care what ppl think like you sdp and i'm proud that i don't have to hide it a realease for me maybe some ppl look at it likes its crazy but the real truth is everybody realease there emotion someway like calling other ppl names to feel better about them selfs or maybe picking a fight with someone that don't deserve or maybe shooting up a school of other kids that don't deserve it then there are the few ppl not many at all that can handle there emotion they have strong will and i aplaude then for that but atleast your hurting yourself and not other ppl that don't deserve it it just a realease for me and i'm proud i'm not realeasing that on anyone else that don't deserve it

ok i admit i've been kinda pissed lately but its not like i'm proud of it or even get off on but i just don't see a reason to be scared of what ppl think i realy don't care and thats great that you stop i'm happy for you you should be proud of yourself thats the hardest thing to do

I'm sorry to hear that Cel. I used to be a cutter and if my parents found out (or see my scars currently) I'd be dead. Glad your mother bought it.

lol yeahand people, i dont usually do it to release my emotions, i blast extremely loud music into my ears for that. i do it because i enjoy it. if i were doing it to release my emotion i'd be lying on the floor bleeding to death because i would have stabbed the hell out of myself. so yeah.

well to answer ur question. In reply to:how can i get my friends to leave me alone about this? they probly want ever leave you alone.

In reply to: i do it because i enjoy it. You are sick if you think that people harm to "enjoy" themselves. Ask anyone that harms, if there was another way to take away what need to be taken, I am sure they would try it.Most people that harm don't go advertising to everyone or "mates" that they harm. Usually it is to someone they believe they can trust, I personally use it if anything to see if I can trust someone on that level with them knowing and seeing how they react... trust exercise sort of thing. But to be telling people and thinking it is going to make you popular, is nothing but attention seeking and gives other "harmers" a bad name.

what the hell? im saying ~I~ enjoy it, im not saying other people do because i know most dont. and i dont go bragging around, i tell the truth when people ask. being popular is as important to me as a piece of shit in my bed. i want it out. id rather swallow vomit than be popular. i DONT tell everyone i know, people i thought were my best friends talk behind my back or people just assume from my scars. i HATE attention, i just want people to leave me the hell alone.

so why did you even say anything to them in the first instance? Most harmers "hide" their scars or harm in places that are not easily seen by people.But then you did say you enjoy it, that in it self is sick enough, myself and almost all harmers would rather do anything than not harm, but it is one of the only things that takes away what needs taking away. Personally I find harming for enjoyment quite sickening.

because i thought they were my close friends! CLOSE! and OBVIOUSLY THEY ARENT. and what do you want me to do wear long sleeves every day? no. im not suffering over my appearance. what else am i supposed to cut? i already slashed up my belly, arm works better. leg scars dont fade. i dont care what you think of it, i like it and i think it feels awesome and thats all that counts. no one can tell me what i cant enjoy. you think its sick? who are you to judge me? if im not making any sense or anything at the moment its because im tired and pissed off

I'm not saying anything against what you do, but why do you cut yourself? I just don't understand the point of it. You cut your skin and let yourself bleed or something like that? I'd never heard of it before this thread.

see thats how i feel why should i have to wear long sleeves every day i dunno about the enjoying it part but i don't judge ppl so but i'm glad you don't care what ppl think of you and i don't think you realy have any right to call ppl sick diver i mean your suppose to have compassion and be nice seeing you own the site but i dunno

thank you

#1 I don't own the site and do not get paid for being here#2 I also harm, so am entitled to my own personal opinions. Personally I would rather do anything than harm, and personally find it sick that people do it for enjoyment. I suppose my instructor was right the other month when he said that most of the people that harm are little school girls between 12 - 16