I just found this site and I wanted opinions on what to do. About a year ago I was snooping through my mom & stepdads room and I found a suit cace under thier bed and I opend it up and their was a shit load of toys from dildos,butt plugs strapon's, lube, handcufs, and a video, I was shocked as hell to find all this stuf it almost made me sick to even think of my mom and using this crap, but that not the problem I couldent help but wonder what was on the tape so I took it to my room and put it in thinking it was a normal porn or something but I was totaly wrong, I couldent believe what I saw their was two black guys banging my mom in the ass one at a time while she sucked the other guy and Im sure it was my stepdad filming it, they were treating my mom like shit, talking very bad to her and being very rough, yea I know that really sucks but the problem is that it turns me on in a really weird way and I jerk of to the move a couple times a month. I dont know why but now when im not watching the tape im thinking about me or some black guy's banging my mom up the ass, and now some times when they are gone I will go get her butt plugs and dildos and use them on my self while jerk off watching the tape . I know it's wrong and I want to stop but the the urge is so strong, what do I do !!!!!!
Ok, that's a bit of an odd story that inspires scepticism in me. If it's all true, you should understand that your parents are sexual beings so there is a ton of stuff that you should never know about them. You should also leave their toys alone and never look at the video again.
You are alive, that proves that mom fucks. Leave it at that; ignore anything else that you have learned about it. It is not healthy to think about it.
Well first evry thing here is totally normal.i mean you searching for stuff that normal, your parents wanting to fullfill a fantasy thats normal (your parents probibly only did this once on a hony moon or somthing but it doesnt matter they Wanted to nd that makes it OK).Now as for you watching the tape (same thing happend to me but my parents tape was just porn) thats normal u were curios, its still porn and that turns most guys on so you whent with it (and it might be the only porn movie you have so you wana watch it, not to mention the rush it gives you that u might get cought or not have time to put it back and all).now as for you thinking of baning your mom..........Well in my eyes if it turns you on thats fine dont feel bad about it, Just dont ever hit on your mom on any thing like that thats taking it to far.I hope you staralize those dildos ect. (with rubbing alchole it shoudl do fine).using them is fine just make shurethere clean and that you have a plan if your parents come home, and make evry thing cleaned and in place just in case they come home early.The main thing is that if there clean, you want to do it, it feels good, your not going to acctually do it to ur mom........ then its fine and totally normal.Main things here:CLEANPREPAIRED FOR EARLY ARIVALFEELS GOODNEVER GOING TO ACCTUALLY DO ITif thats all cleared up then go ahead and do it.
Its okay relax. You're normal. I'd have to say I'd feel turned on by it too. In time you'll find your own perversion to get turned on to.I think your perents should have been more careful though.