Hi, I feel like im suffering from depression. I have to get up for work at 5am , Mon-Fri and each day I feel like killing my self when I wake up. I then get off at usally noon and pretty much sit on my computer or watch tv the rest of the night. I wanted to hang my self a few times or cut my throat but I havn't. I just turned 19 in October and feel like im going no where in life, I cant decide on a career and my job right now sucks. I started flying this month but I dont even want to continue you with that cause Im to lazy to study the stuff and feel its to hard for me and I dont have the confidence to think im good at it. . Any suggestions before my young life could come to a end
Need HELP! Please
You're 19, you're still very young. Don't worry if you don't know what you want to do with your life, some 50 year olds still don't know what they want to do with their life. I'm going on 24 and I'm still not sure. Lots of people get up early in the morning. Nobody really likes getting up at 5 a.m., but it's just something you got to do.
Oh no, you are so young-you've got your whole life ahead of you. Is there anyone you can talk to about how you feel? Maybe you should look into taking a couple of classes at a local community college. They are affordable, and would allow you to schedule classes around your work schedule. Maybe if you studied something that interests you, it would improve your outlook on life by giving you something to work for and look foward to. It sounds like you're just in a rut right now, but things will improve.