Can't stand it anymore. Everytime I try to help myself I make myself worse. Nobody cares, I was just trying to approach my mum about my increasingly bad depression last night, and she blew me off saying how it's nothing and it will pass by - as FCUKING IF!!!!! I look for a better day everytime I wake up, but no matter what, I feel like shit, and when asked about why I look so zombie looking, I can't help but snap!
I'm at home AGAIN, nothing to do, no-where to go. If I try to do something, it won't destract my thoughts, and if I'm seen like this, people will just put me down.