I always wonder too, when will it just all end? when will the world end, there's so much pain and arguing. But then I think back to when there was the Civil War and World War I, and it's like, maybe then the ppl thought it was close to the end of the world too. Life is one big conspiracy in my opinion, and it's an adventure in itself. It's a challege all right, and I'm sure you can meet every challege. It just takes some reviving, and praying. I mean i pray all the time and it gives me strength, but only b/c i truly believe in it. So listen, look for the positive things in life, even the minor things. Make things into the positive. We can't keep blaming each other for one another's unhappiness, or negativity, b/c if ur not positive, who else is going to be? the smile is a plague, remember? find positive ppl to be around..that's just another challenge.