When someone gets really down on the world and they feel they have nowhere to turn, they consider death and it being the only viable option... but when they get really serious about it... it becomes a problem... I'v managed to get myself in such a position where i am heavily considering suicide again, for the wrong reasons... my life sucks, i hate it and i think it's boaring, so liven it up... how... i can't even my friends think i'm a looser.It's not the first time i have gotten myself into a depressing state and i'm sure it won't be last... unless i do attempt again. I'm afraid in a way that i might but look at it as the start of a new beginning... In a void no one can talk about... because they never came back... "no matter what life throws at you keep going..." i wish i could follow that saying but i'm tired and i'm sick of it, i just want it all to stop and be resting once and for all...Is life really worth living when we can't take anything with us when we die... everything we ever worked for, gone It makes wonder why we bother living with that burden on our shoulders... mind you i'm not religous and therefore believe the end is the end... I don't know what to do anymore...
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Sucide
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such a plaintive post, either real or you're just baiting us...You're gonna be "resting" soon enuf, no matter what you do, so don't rush it...Whether or not you percieve your particular life as "worth living" you might as well play it out, whatever hand you've been dealt...A few decades of life isn't that much anyway, in the context of eternity....
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Eternity is along time.. but who knows what lies after death, i'm not posting things on this site to make threats that i might take my own life... i come to these places to communicate with others who may be in a similar position. For me the reality of life is alot to handle, having deep insights into my feelings and emotions on life can be alot harder then i thought, just the take nothing with u wen u go... i can't handle the "i'm gonna die having had a great life" thought, having got the things i wanted... all the things i can't keep... it's too hard for me...I lost so much interest in what is around the corner for me and i guess coming on places like this is a cry for help, no one i know has any idea what it's like to feel the way i do... and ive given up trying to explain... I wish i could rest for a long time... but let me ask, would you live your life out even if you truley believed that it wasn't worth living...?
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You never die if you leave your mark on people, regaurdless if there is life after death. I've thought the same thoughts as you before and every once and a while i think that possiblity but i do know, that i was given one chance, the planetss aligned or it was fate or gods hand reached out of heaven and created me, whatever it really doesn't matter. But i do know that i was lucky to see existence. And hell, im gonna experience it.
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Come on don't feel so bad. My friend described the same exact things as you did. By the time you finish school you wont care about the asses in school. Just wait untill school ends and you get an job, possibly a wife, kids, and then it will be all fantastic. For now just ignore any assholes in school and get a hobby. My hobby is videogames, oh how I love videogames. Anyways good luck!
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Helping someone is more than saying "don't feel so bad". I used to try to kill myself, because I thought there was nothing to live for. My friends left me, my family sucked (still does, but anyway..), and I just felt like it was the only way out.But now I'm a lot better off...trust me, if you think life isn't worth living, it'll get better, in one way or another.After high school life changes alot, too. But heck, I'm a freshman and I have gone through a lot of change in teh past year.The only thing that happened was meeting someone who cared. Look out there, there's people that care even though you don't know it.Who knows, that goth kid sitting in the corner could look pissed off, but talking to them could change your life completely..
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I have been where you are befo e lots of times. I hope that you will seek out professional help because sometimes you just can't pull yourself out of that dark place alone. I have had several people close to me kill themselves including a family and I also know that those you leave behind never get over it. you might feel like no one cares for you but I assure you they do. I wish I could find the right words to make you feel better.just know you arent alone.