The last couple times I've gone has just led to an attempt/s at my life. Everyone says I seem 'more pissed off' for a few days after going. I'm really depressed after going. It takes me a week to get somewhat back to my normal state of mind. I dont like to tell her anything, I feel like I might get locked up. If I ever heard those words, I would go crazy. Litteraly. What should I do? I tryed to kill myself last week and their is still a mark on my wrist, so Im getting a bit nervous. I dont even want to tell her about this. I told my mom about hating to go and she is like "Maybe this is part of your recovery, you hate the person thats trying to help you" .. So I dont know what to do.... :confused: