one day while my family was on vacation, me (12 at the time) and my little stepsister, jade (9 at the time) went in the back room of the house we were staying in and i tackled her, and...well i dont know exactly how it happened but after about an hour of nervous conversation she asked me to show her my penis, so i did. then, without me even asking her to, she showed me her vagina! i was surprised, and now still after a year i have feelings for her. I FEEL SO GUILTY! can someone please help me?P.S. there was a funny part to the story, in case you were wondering...when i showed her my penis she said "i didn't think it would be so...hairy" i almost pissed my pants.
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So far it hasn't been anything that I think particularly bad - brothers and sisters have been checking out their differences from time immemorial, though usually at a younger and more innocent age. What is of more concern is that (it appears) you were trying to go further, and you still want to. Please don't act on these feelings. They can do great harm to both of you.Feelings in themselves are not something you have much control over, and therefore just having them is not a moral fault. They are ethical raw material - what matters is what you do with them. In this case, you should do nothing, and you should therefore try to avoid being alone with her in situations that might be tempting.
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well actually no, i was not trying to go further, and i do not want to but inside me i have this urge to see her naked again. god i feel like such a perv...i'll be honest right now i have so much shit going on in my life right now i just cant take any more.
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I think that its not really her you want to see naked, but pretty much any girl! Every guy goes through this, once you get a taste of it (not literally) you just want more. Just remember, keep it out of the family. There are millions of girls out there that aren't directly related to you, go for one of them.
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well technically, since she is my step sibling i could have intercourse with her...but i wouldnt DREAM of it.oh wait. i just did. shit.well i wouldnt do it, anyway.
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Now that you mention it, I kinda remembered a sort of similar situation I have/had...I usually don't see my cousins very much but last year I saw most of my cousins again after like 3 or 4 years of not seeing htem... and one of my cousins is really hot... I kinda had feelings for her (my own cousin! ugh) while I was there but I don't really anymore... I think :/ whatever it's wrong anyway
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She is only 10 so i dont think she will pressure you into doing intercourse. You should keep your alone time with her to a minimum or time at all with her until these feelings go away.
