Extreme anger...

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Okay.. Before you think Im a pyscho again, Im not. lolI can stay generally calm these days, but a few things still set me off. I mean REALLY set me off. My psychiatrist. Everytime I think about her or any of our sessions I get really angry. Angry enough I cant think about anything then seeing her dead. Sometimes I almost start shaking Im so pissed at her. And no, Im still not seeing her. I told her I refuse to talk to her again and left. Some days I just want to take a pistol and put it to her forhead and just pull the trigger, but I know I cant.To give you an idea... Just typing this post made me angry enough I had to sit back for a second. I guess the point of this post is to find ways to cope with this. I can control myself other then this. Thanks for your help

Didn't I tell you this would happen?

No you didn't. This is just when I think of her. This has been happening since I stopped seeing her (Over 3 months ago) ... This is just the only thing I have problems controlling. Its not like I think about her all day, its just once in awhile (Usually brought up)

Ok, but if you could unblock me on MSN I'd like to say a few things to you.

hey hunny.. since i first met you.. you have come such a loong way and I'm so proud of you.. don't start thinking like that because it's really scary.. and if you do do that.. you know what will happen.. Your life will be fucked..no more girlfriendno more truck jumpingno more hang outsetc..Try to work on it hunny.. I'm here for u

i replied to u pink but really this is for FaBMX.....truck jumping?... DUDE!?!! Dude! Sweet! dude! sweet! ok nvm being goofy here....but really dude u told me abot the girl but not the truck jumping. come on u know how i am about things wiht motors....lol u gotta tell me about this truck jumping. .............................. look at all the dots! wow!!!.....................

I know... I never had anything to lose before. I just wish I could completly forget about her. I think bringing it up more often is helping (with this post and all) I can control my anger when I think of her now. I just figure she was stupid and that she isn't worth my energy. Thanks Pink

Ok, just ignore me then ....

Yes, I will. Your are way to negative man. My life isn't always going to be bad because you think yours is.

How are you supposed to improve yourself without a shrink? Pull your goddam self together, how are people on a message board supposed to help you more than a shrink? Jeese.

What are you talking about? Maybe you need help.

he has friends here who want to offer him support.. what do you think this website is for dumb shit

Did I ever say that? No.What you're doing is just ignoring the problem ... I'm trying to tell you how it is but you're just going to ignore me .... but don't come back to me later telling me I was right and shti ...

How am I ignoring the problem? You dont seem to get it. This is one isolated episode. I've actually found just bringing it up more often (psych) is helping me deal with that anger. Just because your stuck in your own little miserable world doesnt mean you have to drag me down.

Oh, I blocked and deleted you, so I wont be 'unblocking' you anytime soon.

I wasn't trying to drag you down and I never was.

But whatever, you don't seem to understand my point, so forget it.

And there's no reason for you to start insulting me, I never did anything to you.

Unless you know them well, how are people off a message board supposed to help and support you more than a real - life shrink? surely you aren't suggesting that binary data transferred through wires is more helpful and supportive than a real conversation face to face with someone who can help?

Then why are you here?

To give advice in moderation. Not however, to give "help and support" to what appears to be an extreme psychological condition.

"extreme psychological condition"?? What thread are you reading? Its anger TOWARDS my psychiartrist. Why would I go back? Other then that, I'm fine. I dont think we will need any of your advice on here, you dont seem to know whats going on in posts.