What is wrong with me?

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now, when i was younger like round about 8 years old, i used to really like the sight of womens breast and asll that. but......then it happened. when i came 12, a popup on the internet came up. it was a mans dick and i thought it was really nice. i left it on and then i tried to get rid of it. but i couldn't. my dad came in and started shouting at me and then forbidded me to go on the internet until i say sorry. so i did. in my religeoun, which is islam, we arent allowed to be gay. it is a sin. my parents are fairly religeous and i was bought up a little religeous. i can't help it thought. i like the sight of boys penises and when i see naked women now, my erection isn't even big. i don't get excited as well. i don't get butterflies in my smotach and i never ever cum. but when i see a mans penis, im all excited. what doe's this mean. doe's it mean i'm gay cause if i was i am going to be sinned and i don't want to be gay. but i can't help it though. even if this is so, am i bisexual then? pleae help

You might be gay, and dont believe in all that mumbo jumbo sin stuff, and forget bout yer parents, all parents are idiots any way

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all parents are idiots any way

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**And all children do and say stupid things........not all parents are idiots...............I have 3 kids and I'm not an idiot, you on the other hand seem to be! **

Relax, friend. Developing sexuality brings interest in all things sexual. The fact that you have found that you have a reaction to a penis means nothing. It is really quite normal. In time you'll probably find that you have the same reaction to the female body. Try some basketball or some other participatory sport while you are waiting.

Thanks, Angel. I debated responding to that post but decided it wasn't worth my time. You said it well.

Well i'm glad to have 5 mins time to waste at the moment, i'm packing my house up groan and its too hot LOL and anyway I hate bloody ungrateful children

Yeah, I am an idiot, thank you

4 kids*

Sorry honey, of course 4 kids big hugs

It's okay,and yeh, parents can be a pain in the ass sometimesbut mine never are (my 3 parents huh angel?;) )

In my wide expirence with parents...I'd say 40-60% are REALLY terrible at it. I hope you keep that short temper of yours in the forums and away from the kids. I'm sick of parents not raising their kids right.

She's fine (as long as they don't mention her font). But seriously, it's pretty hard to judge a person based on postings to an anonymous forum.

I know, It's just that a statement like that can come off pretty arrogant. Espically if it's such an offensive response to someone trying to make a guy feel better. I mean, come on. ANY parent who forces their beliefs on their children is worng.

ok well heres some info that may help with your internet porno lol. Get a pop up blocker and if you cant minimise somthing use alt and tab to switch windows. You can minimise every open windo on the screen by holding down the windows key and pressing m. Also you can get progrqms that will hide any onen windows in your icon tray in the bottom right corner. And make sure you you tools internet options and delete all the history and shit. NOTHING worse than getting caught for porno, especialy by a parent. Because sex and family just dont mix! Also with the whole liking guys thing, you should ask youself what would be a more practical gender to spend the rest of your life with since youre probrably going to end up finding somone you want to be with. With the religion issue you have to ask yourself if you belive in it because your parents do or because you have faith in it or some other reason. If you dont belive it, fuck it, do what you want because nothings stopping you. If you do belive it then you need to ask yourself if youre prepaired to give up liking guys for your religion. The best thing to do is what makes you happy.

**How dare you imply that i have a bad temper and that i would take it out on my kids............wow your 8th post and you know me so well huh?
In my wide experience - as in not just knowing people, but working with children and their parents - i would say 20-35% are terrible, but hey what do i know! **

I don't and have never forced my views on my anyone, especially my children.............if you had read a few of my posts you would kinda understand that, but hey I don't care what you think of me, so think what you want........the point i was making is that there are so many posts on here from kids who hate their parents, and they have NO idea what its like to be a parent, when they say its the hardest job, that doesn't come close. A lot of kids blame their parents, instead of themselves for things going wrong in their lives, I work with teenagers and they do it all the time, i just kinda wanted to say something in defence of parents thats all........ and since i work with families, i DO see the parents who don't care, but i also see parents who, because of their shitty upbringing, just don't have the skills to be good parents, but are eager to learn...............woah sorry wafflin.............

You guys having a long-distance parent-child relationship? A lot of teens would like to be in your shoes, with their own parents.

I was just hoping you wern't, not saying you were. It's a question that all parents should ask themselves frequently. Take it the wrong way if you want.

ok, i think people have said about everything they can without causing great offence so lets go back to the topic in hand here. mate, you could be gay but then again it might just be curiosity. i was kinda turned on by womens parts when i was just experimenting and getting used to good feelings my body was giving me to certain stimulus but i know for a fact im not a lesbian or bi. but seriously, if it feels good, do it. what your parents dont know wont hurt them. after all, you cant help what you may or may not be. good luck