I feel really ashamed of myself. I've never had a serious girlfriend.
Once in elementary school a girl i was madly in love with actually wanted me to ask her out. The next day i found out she was just f*cking with me for a laugh. What a cold bitch.
I don't think i'm that ugly ( it's me in the picture ) and people seem to think i'm funny in real life and it's not like i have any major issues that would throw anyone off. I like this one girl and i hang around in a place i used to see her in but she doesn't go there anymore, so that's in the shitter.
What's wrong with me? People all around me are going out with girls and don't seem to have any problem with it. I can talk to some girls okay, but the most girls seem to want to have to do with me is 'jokey friend guy' or something stupid and third wheel like that.
I mean, yeah, i could land a creepy loner girlfriend or one with headgear, not that i'm superficial, it's just that i don't want to lower my standards. I want a nice girlfriend just like all my friends have but it feels like it'll never happen at all.
Is anything wrong with me?