>I don't know what you're looking for. It sounds like you had a problem and overcame it, or it overcame itself through the passage of time. I don't think we can give you much more insight than that. Are you looking for a Jungian analysis?<
No, I'm not. I just want to hear what you think; is my theory possible? Or am I way out on the wrong track?
Sort of a yes or no question.
>Unless you were sexually attacted to bacteria, I doubt that this has anything to do with anything. The drive is to have sex to reproduce and propagate your genes, and sex with a llama won't get the job done.<
I dont understand the part with the bacteria. I was afraid exactly that would happen - You misunderstood me. You think I am a zoophileac, or were. That's not correct. I NEVER felt sexually attracted to any animal, at any point in all this. Or the rest of my life for that sake. I've already mentioned this a couple of times. This is more complicated than so - I did not wish to have the women to be animals - I wished myself to being an animal, to ACT like an animal when sexually involved with women. At least, that is what I can make of it.
>You wouldn't happen to be a psychology grad student having a lark on a message board, would you be?<
Having a lark? What's that?