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    alliecat

    Police scare the living crap out of me... ive never done anything wrong myself, like i havent broken the law or anything... but i DO have reasons why they scare me!
    and i dont want them to know as they might inform my parents....
    and i certainly dont want them to know, my mum is one of those who makes everything 100 times worse and fusses and then tells everyone she can think of..argh!

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    alliecat

    i got those meddages...although myne said want to talk?thenim 18then nothing.. hahahahahaweird!

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    alliecat

    Sorry i forgot to update.. just been so busy and had other stuff on my mind..

    so i went back to see Robyn, she made me go through it all again, and as i tolled her she wrote stuff down... dont know why, but she did, and she asked me questions, and i answered every single one... i was shitting myself sooooooo bad!
    she took me down to our TTM rooms, (tutor team manager) and explained the situation to her, i said that i didnt want the police involved, and as im 18 its up to me!
    she said depending on the circumstances is whether they get the police involed...
    anyway, Nathan was removed from my photography class and hasnt been at college.. im not sure if he is sick or if he is even allowed back, i didnt want to ask, things got bad for a few days with nathan and me, he would come to my house or work or follow me around town, but today is friday and i havent seen him for 2 days now (yesterday and today) im hoping i dont see him anymore... today was my last day at college, but robyn took my number and said she will phone me every sunday over the 8 weeks off, to see how i am and if he is still continuing...
    she took me home today and said that i shouldnt be walking by myself anywhere for a while... and NEVE in the dark any more lol

    i just hope this sticks...
    though i have a feeling he wont give up too easily hes aggressive, and ive seen him at his worst times, it scares me out of my whitts, and this time, it will be my fault he goes off into a rage of anger!

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    alliecat

    i took a test (4 to be exact) with morning pee (as it said it on the leaflet) i took them in 2 day intervals, but all negative.. im taking this as a good sign...Yes it was with Nathan... i didnt want to, but it just..happened!since ive tolled my teacher about it all, he has been taken out of my class... and i havent seen him now for 2 days..longest i havent seen him for in nearly 2 years!=]

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    alliecat

    Im 13 days late for my period, and just wondered other than the most obvious of reasons, is here anything that can prevent me from getting my period this month??(i had unprotected sex around 2 weeks before my period was due..takn home pregnancy tests all negative :o) im not stressed and i havent got any std's) if my period doesnt show up in 2 weeks, ive got a doctors app booked for then, so i can ask there! but if it does show up before then, then i can cancel it!just wondered if anyone had an idea? or if its happened to any of you girlys?

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    alliecat

    aw man.. I HATE period pains, hate hate hate them, myne get so bad on the first day of my cycle that i cant walk, i shake constantly i throw up and get migraines they are baaaad!the only thing that helps me is paracetamol and sleep, (with a hot water bottle) lol, but then sometimes wen i wake up its still the same, they say to eat fruit and do stomach crunches to ease the pain, but to be honest, when your feeling that shit, who wants to start excersising?? lol

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    alliecat

    i told robyn yesterday (monday) i didnt even think about it, i just waited for the class to leave and she asked if i was OK!, and i just suddenly came out with everything, i didnt hold back on nothing, told her all the little details, and then after i sort of looked at her, realised what id said and ran out!!!she phone me up that night and told me to go and see her today, because she said she WANTS TO HELP ME!!!!!!! =]and that i deserve to be happy!!im going to go in today, and see her....will tell you what happens when i get back... im shitting myself!

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    alliecat

    i dont know how to start it off to her....and half the time ots not the right time... if that makes sence... i feel like im constantly making up excuses not to tell anyone!

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    alliecat

    glad to hear it... smoking's an awful thing!

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    alliecat

    i will do the washing up...LOL

    i will pass my exams next year!

    i will be myself and not let anyone bring me down!

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    alliecat

    Ive never told anyone this, EVER!i get asked alot at college by teachers and friends "Oh Allie, how'd you do that" and i allways reply oh i fell over, i did this i did that... im very very clumsey.. so they allways believe me, and to be honest sometimes the bruises ARE because ive done something stupid like fallen up the stairs or something, as i really really am clumsey!but theres this guy at college. i met him in my first year (now starting my third) and we were REALLY good friends, we got on, we had the same likes and dislikes, we got on like a hous eon fire, he started getting real friendly... asked me out, and i said no as i wanted to stay just firends, and didnt want to ruin the friendship we had going on!ive allways been abit weary around men/boys, because of my old stepdad.. anyway.. this guy (nathan) got abit angry with me because i didnt see him more than a friend, (towards the end of our first year at college) he ALLWAYS walked me home, so this one night we was walking home, and we have to walk through this alley way bit, then through the woods, we allways did it as it was the quickest way to get home, nothing serious or anything, it had street lamps in the alley way and we had our phone lights for the woods, so thats why we allways walked together, anyway.. this one particular night he brought up the question of why i didnt see him more than a friend and i tried to explain again that i liked him just as a friend, but he didnt like it and grabbed my wrists pushing me into a tree, he started shouting at my right in my face about how i led him on and how i was being totaly unfair, anyway he hit me and pushed me to the floor, i was crying mainly because i was confused.. and i hate crying because then it shows im weak! but then he suddenly stopped being horrid, helped me up off the floor and walked me home.. i was really weary and he just kept saying im so sorry im so sorry i dont know what came over me!anyway for the next few months it just got worse and worse, and he wouldnt leave me alone i couldnt get away from him, and he started doing more and more worser things! my teachers kept asking about the bruises and the cutts, and i just told them i fell over and make a joke out of me being so stupid, which they would laugh then i know they would stop asking, i did the same to my mum! who is so gulibal i could tell her i was an alien from outer space and shed believe me!anyway... we are both still in the same photography class and i cant take it anymore i cant even stand to look at myself in the mirror i feel so horrible, i dont want my mum or family to know and i dont want my friends to know, i dont want them thinking its my fault..as i know it is, i shouldt of let this go on for so long, as now its harder than it was in the beggining!i also dont want to tell anyone who i dont know, i was thinking maybe a teacher..as theres this one.. my photography teacher (robyn) shes lovely.. but she cant do anything to help, so oi think whats the point in telling anyone?=[i dont know anymore...you dont even need to respond to this, i just wanted to actually tell someone.. and its easier to write it down, im fed up of faking laughs and smiles everyday, pretending that everythings ok!

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    alliecat

    i was a AA till i hit 18... then they sudenly grew to a D and thats what i am now, my best friend had 36E boobs at 13...that was a bitch! but she loves them now =]

    boobs grow at all diffrent ages!

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    alliecat

    hahahahahahaha!took me a while to figure that out lol... but i get it now!!=]very good!

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    alliecat

    sounds like my big toe before i went to the nurse, myne was about 4 years ago!i had the whole scanky liquid that came out, greeny red, and my toe nail had started to go into my skin so my skin just grew over that little section, i used to try and pull the toenail the right way... intence pain lol!i left it for ages, without telling the doctor as i thought it would just get back to normal, but it got worse and my toenail grew right through and out the side of my toe...so right through and out of the skin!well hurt!nurse said it was very severe ingrowing toenail... then my other big toe did it, so i had two stupid big toes lol, i had them operated on... (well worth it) and now they are fine! i have a scare either side of my toe only a small one, where the tonail went right through! was rank!better get it checked out by your doctor, just to check what it is, plus they will give you something for it =]

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    alliecat

    Originally Posted By: Java_Addict

    Is it curly or just sort of wavy?

    Curly... very very curly...
    from the root!
    biiiig ringlets

    tis very hard to handle in the morning LOL

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    alliecat

    i have very curly hair, and i used to find it hard to straighten, but then i got these straightners from my hair dressers called GHD's they are AMAZING!!i used frizz serum before straightning my hair, but sometimes i leave it curly... i like to beable to have different hair styles when i want lol!!x

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    alliecat

    No No dont use self tan, that stuff is rubbish, i used it once, as like yourself im fair skinned...actually im as white as white can be...family call me 'English Rose' haha!
    i allways used to put fake tan on, id spend a ton of money on it, trying new ones out, and all, but they made my skin smell like curry powder... maybe it was just me but a few friends had the same experience, i decided to stop and stay natural, as persoanllly i really like the look of pale people, it drives me nutts when they try and tan, ... but i still love the look of tanned people too!
    my mates went and got a proffesional tan when i decided to stay natural, and they came out looking like they had been tangoed!
    i say stay normal!
    BUUUUUT the best fake tan i tried, was a wash on wash off 24 hours one by Rimmel, it smelled nice too, and if your put it on too much you could wash off and start again!... also it actually goes on brown, then you rub it in so you can see what you are doing, and slowly it turns to a nic golden glow colour... best one i used! the others a just like creams and you dont know how orange or whatever you are going to go lol...and they made my skin smell funny lol
    good luck though!

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    alliecat

    ok, so i was reading the post about 'curly hair'and i have curly hair, naturally, its big and bouncy curls, not those little tight ones like in an affro, but big curls =]nobody else on either side of my family has ANY sort of curl or even kink in their hair, allllll dead straight! but it must come from like past genes or something, other wise id have straight hair too!(my mum has joked with me for years saying im the milkmans baby...he has curly hair too lol...but im very much my dads lol)just wondering, if i met a guy, married him, had kids...but he had straight hair, what are the possibilites out children would have curly hair? i thought that out of genes from curly hair, and genes for straight hair, the curly would win...thats what my mum told me, like genes for blue eyes are weaker than those for brown! as browns a more dominant colour!hope that all makes sence! LOLwas just wondering, as i want my children to have hair like their mummy!! LOLx

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