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    deadinside

    sorry to hear that you are still feeling so low. Would you go back to your doctors? demand they do something to help you, they need to be helping, its not fair for you to continue to feel this way. is there anything you are interested in?? hobbies??

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    theres nothing wrong with being a late bloomer, its nice to hear that not everybody is rushing into it and popping their cherry at such a young age. I'm fed up of seeing an increasing amount of young pregnancies, teens becoming infected, and stupid young people on shows like jeremy kyle (jeremy kyle usa also) who have had sex far far too early and got themselves into trouble. people should take their time and find somebody who is right, for the right reasons and not just to have sex.this is an old original post so i hope the original poster has found what he is looking for and if not is at least happier within themselves

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    deadinside

    hey. where abouts do you work?? I'm a qualified nurse in this field of work and I know how stressful it can get in this environment. I think the levels of depression and stress are higher in this work type than others.I'm sorry to hear about your cat. I have 3 guinea pigs that are my world and don't know how i'll cope when they pass. Animals have a real tendency to become a big part of your life and it sucks when they leave. Could you get another cat when a bit of time has passed?working that much isn't healthy, will make you feel worse and will make your depression 10 times worse. you need some proper time to recover and you need time to yourself. also to socialise and interact with peers outside of work. you won't find yourself a girlfriend if you haven't got any time to do so.find a hobby, get into something that will make you get out and see people.I hope you feel better soon, I have sent you a message :@)

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    deadinside

    hey! great to see you again, things on here seem to have gone very quiet over recent months. i'm and rnld and tend to agree with you around staff being worse hahaha.have a great year and good luck with adoption if you do go through with it xxx

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    deadinside

    Welcome! i understand how you feel completely. a lot of what you have said has bought back a lot of bad memories, without spouting too much about it now, and i know how it feels to be where you are now. i joined here a few years ago and made some great friends, some of which i've managed to keep for a long time, something i've never been able to do. you have done a good thing finding the people here, this is a place where you don't have to worry about the way you look, everyone has the same insecurities. where abouts in the world are you??take care, Becky xx

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    deadinside

    hey!! i've just come back on after such a long time, and it didn't seem that any of the oldies were still here, so it's good to see that they are! missed talking to you guys becky xx

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    deadinside

    please, help, i can't deal anymore. i have suffered from depression for a long time, used to come on here a lot, even met my ex on here, it pretty much saved me. now, it's back, with a vengence. my partner and i have been together nearly 6 years. he's now turned into this nasty horrible man, more than he used to, more than i can cope with. i moved in with him a few years ago, moved away from family and friends, and so did he. so now i'm totally on my own, just me and him, never made friends, seem to be unable to for some reason, i must be really fucked up.
    anyhoo, he has tuned out to be a horrible man. stuff has happened today, which btw is my birthday, that has totally fucked me up, things that are to others so small, but added to the rest of everything to make it a big deal. i have gone through the cupboards and found lots and lots of tablets, and i just wanna finish it, end it all, can't cope anymore, have no friends, just family who live 300 miles away, just me, all alone. i'm done. i need help. PLEASE!!
    Becky xx

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    deadinside

    congrats to her!! everybody having a good day!! hehe. hope you are all ok

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    deadinside

    staff nurse, at a assessment and treatment unit for people with learning disabilities. it ace! very good money, nice place. its all good!!! thanks guys!!

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