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    JEDI-ALCHEMIST

    You make me sound like I'm not only a rapist but an abuser. Thanks.

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  • J
    JEDI-ALCHEMIST

    It's not that really it's just, I need to speak with someone who can help me come out to my loved ones regarding my life style. My nieces aunt from her mother's side is a lesbian and I don't know how to ask her if she can help me come out. Believe me I'm comfortable with who I am, just not comfortable on knowing how to come out. Ya dig? -_^

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    JEDI-ALCHEMIST

    I have something else to say though, when I had sex with the guy, it felt right. I'm not ashamed to say it but, it was more pleasurable than being with a woman. Take from it what you will, but, I beg all of you to not judge me on what I felt with another man. Please. I beg of you.

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  • J
    JEDI-ALCHEMIST

    I guess I have to weigh my thoughts on the situation at hand. Perhaps a quick sabbatical is worth my time.

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  • J
    JEDI-ALCHEMIST

    I can't let her go. I finally realized that I care too much for her. What I have done is unforgivable, and now that I realize that, I don't know what to do. Although she may be 40 minutes away from me, it's still close enough. I'm going to continue to see her and hope that one day I can tell her in confidence.

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  • J
    JEDI-ALCHEMIST

    To be honest, you're all right. Regarding the girl I'm in the relationship with, I've only met her once. She lives all the way in santa clarita california, which is forty minutes from where I live. But that does not warrant what I did. Although I feel terrible for what I've done, I can't help but feel that this is the most alive I've ever felt in my entire life. I've failed everyone and I've failed myself. There is nothing more I can do but fess up and hope for the best. All I can say is, I never thought this would ever happen to me.

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    JEDI-ALCHEMIST

    In my opinion, he's seeking help, he doesn't want to do it and that should be the end of it. If I were you Grown, I would tell her "no matter how much I love you and no matter how devoted I am to you, I'm afraid I can't do this. I'm afraid of hurting you." And Star, you are getting very aggressive. I know patience and tolerance can only go so far, but one must still try not to let their anger consume them. If you disagree with him, as you obviously do so, you don't have to tear him a new one. There are alternatives to fighting. Now if I'm leaving something out or forgetting something please inform me so that I don't sound like a total idiot. Cheers

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