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    youdonotseeme

    I do some upper area excercises. Push ups, Boxing, Break dancing. But I noticed lately, that my right arm is noticeably larger than my left. The biceps, triceps, the whole right arm is more cut and packed than my left. Now the excercises I do, I don't concentrate fully on my right arm. I tried doing some stuff like brushing my teeth or doing normal tasks with my left hand instead of my right, but it's not helping. So are there any excercises to add more excercise to my left arm? (I don't lift weights.)

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    Thanks for the replies. Avoiding him and doing the opposite of him is going fairly well. And i'm really trying to control my temper. Self defense uhh... I'm a black belt second degree Tae Kwon Do, 4th dan Kendo, and I boxed with my friends (before I moved.) But the thing is, he is like really twice my size and last thing I wan't to do is get in a fist fight with him (Because he is my brother). Calling the cops would really get the whole family angry at me though.

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    The only ones I can think of is School, or through other friends.

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    Thanks for moving it.Yea his personality is really in the dumps.I have no friends, but he is really popular and has tons.

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    youdonotseeme

    The mall is very far from where my house is. And I don't think kids meet other kids at the mall anymore.

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    youdonotseeme

    I've had very bad anger issues (It runs in the family.)Whenever I get angry, I start tear'ing, I breathe heavy, it's very hard to talk and I smash anything I can find. My fists don't hurt when I hit a wall/door or anything. Lately I've been having a BIG issue with my older brother. He calls me a dumbass, pushes me around, punches me all the time. (These aren't play punches.) He has this habit. When he gets mad at me, he says, "Come here" and If i stand within like 2-3 feet from him he says, "Come closer" and I don't obviously because hes going to hit me. And if I don't get closer, he says, "Stop giving me an attitude, if you just came closer in the first place this wouldn't have happened." I mean like WOW... I hate him, I hate everything about him. His attitude, his face, I just HATE HIM, he is so IGNORANT. And usually when we get in an arguement, when I try to prove my point, he gets angry and yells at my face and pushes me. Then that gets ME angry and I shout back (I don't do it on purpose.). I have a bad habit of punching my head, pulling my hair, smashing the walls when he does that too. Now I tryed to talk to him, tell him i'm not his bit$! and he can't threaten me all the time. Then he gets angrier and says, "YOU WANNA TAKE THIS OUTSIDE". Now that, that is what REALLY ticks me off, he acts like hes hardcore to me. Now if you're wondering, i'm 15, he's 19, He is twice my size and weight. Then he says , "WHAT HIT ME, CMON, HIT ME AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS."... I'm sorry people but I can't take this.Oh, my bad, wrong forum. anyway I can move it?

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    I moved awhile ago, leaving a lot of friends and problems behind and looking forward to a fresh start. But now, I feel like crap. The school I wen't to here had kids VERY different from me, and I already got into a fist fight (I didn't wan't to but the guy pressured me.) I have made NO friends, some acquaintences though. (This is my first time moving so I have no idea how to actually talk and make friends.) Now back at my old school, I was known by everyone, but now, it feels so weird. I'm just the new kid nobody knows. The people constantly test me, as if seeing if I am vulnerable to be bullied on. They push me, or call me names. Back where I used to live if someone did that to me I would get into a fight, and it happened rarely. Now almost EVERYONE trys to push me or insult me, and i've been trying my best to ignore it (Only once did I not control myself.) Now it's summer break, and I have no friends, I just sit at home on the computer 24/7. I go on myspace and hear/see these people that are totally different from me. Now I don't know if I should be looking forward to school or dread it. I know I really wan't friends, but I don't know how to make them. I don't wan't to be alone. I let myself down alot. I convince myself that I would work out/excercise and maintain my healthy shape. Later on it turns out i'm sitting on the couch eating doritos and watching t.v. I constantly slouch around and sigh alot. It's like i'm stuck in this ditch and I don't know how to get out or where to go.Now i'm not sure if I clearly explained my problem in this post, but i'll come back and fix some parts if I remember.

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    youdonotseeme

    I was planning on going with my friend to a vacation at San Diego and Six Flags. I can't wait obviously as I am very excited. But I read a news article, it was about a woman who fell off a ride at a christian carnival and fell to her death. And I hear all these accidents happening on roller coasters. I really wan't to go but it gets me thinking... Why am I scared now all of a sudden after I loved them awhile back? Will I fall to a tragic death like the lady did? What if my friend and his family wants to go on a ride but I don't? If I don't ride anything because i'm scared, then maybe I won't do anything else in life that's fun because im scared? Then it got me to thinking about Death, and how it lurks in every corner. I can slip on my bathroom floor, I can walk out and get rammed by a car. I'm sorry if this is the wrong forum to post this in.

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    youdonotseeme

    Oh my goodness, i'm so relieved... Thank you all, really, and it's true the only two things i'm really afraid of are Death and Hell...

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    youdonotseeme

    A long time ago, I had a very disturbing dream.I was opening my freezer, and I heard a womans voice, she claimed to be God. he/she said I was going die in four years and go to to Hell for all the sins I committed. The next day I had a dream that I was going down a hill on a bus and crashed.I grew up Catholic, but now I don't know.I can't do anything without thinking about this, HELP ME PLEASE!

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    youdonotseeme

    I moved states from my hometown which I lived my whole life.At first I thought it was going to be great, new people, new surroundings, you know? I just got over getting in a fist fight with a friend and I felt very bad. I prayed every night that we can move. So as you can see I really looked forward to moving away. So far it's been two months, and I wen't to the school here for 2-3 weeks. I don't fit in with the kids AT ALL... I almost got in a fight (The kid taunted me and pushed me, I didn't even do anything! I have a very short temper and I can't take things like that and walk away) and as I haven't moved before, I was very nervous/shy and I never talked, so I never made friends. Now school is over and it's 2 month break. Lately i've been playing video games the WHOLE DAY from wake to sleep. My parents get very annoyed with it and get angry. I can do other things like excercise and read or such. But then I get to thinking, what's the point of excercising? Who do I have to impress? Do I really care anymore? Then everything kicked in at once. I sat on my chair and started thinking... about how EVERYTHING changed ever since I moved. Now i'm stuck here wishing I can just go back. My old friend invited me to go on vacation with his family but my parents won't even think about it. Now, I spend every day playing games and getting very sad at night. Wheres my life going to? Why do I even life? What's the point? And if you are wondering, I'm 15 about to enter High School.Right now it's 3 AM and i'm about to head to bed, i'll be back on tomorrow to read the replys, thank you.

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    Yes,my parents do know about this.They try to stop it,but I stop them,I dont want them involved either,so I guess I have to take the risks and get this over with.Anyways thanks for helping...

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    Um,how do i quicking my arm,like punching,cause i used my punching bag and i was real slow,like any work out routines or etc.

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    youdonotseeme

    I recently ate some cole slaw,and my mouth got puffy and swollen.

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    They came to my door,and I made up an excuse that i couldnt come out,they called me wussy and fag and left.They're coming tommorow,and im sure if I dont fight that fag,that they might screw up my house,like egging or breaking windows.I really dont want the cops involved in this either.My brother has lots of friends I know can kick theyre asses for me,but they would pick on me alot at school,or they would call theyre brothers...im stuck,all I can think of right now is,Fight him with a risk of serious injurys,lose or win.Or back down,be picked on for the rest of my school years,and not be respected by anyone...

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    ok..remember i told you he totally kicked my ass,hes calling me out again,and my best friend wants me to fight him,im real nervous and i dont know what to do.

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    im sorry,id love to stop,but now days,fighting is the sport...not in the good way,im just trying to explain it out,im sorry java addict,i dont have good punctuation,im like 13-14,well i guess its the popular thing to tell the truth,and since i got in about 2-3 fights,im expected to fight more,if i stop,ill be the reject,the outkast,and i would get no respect at all,and i would be picked on ,i have to,even if i dont like it,i dont start them,just incase you were wondering.btw,please people who have experienced fighting,help me.oh and amanda,im not very angerful,but i can much abuse from my brother,not the normal sibling rivalry,its horrible,and my family is having problems with money,business,etc.i really want to stop this fighting,im really peaceful if you get to know me,but i cant.

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    youdonotseeme

    Hi,as you can see from teh title,im allergic to fruits,and sometimes salads.Ok so I read all these posts saying eat healthy things like "fruit".Well I cant eat fruit,and i cant drink fruit juice,like apple or orange juice,cause then ill get a allergic reaction.so,i found this really awesome drink,(btw its Asian),called Milkis,titles weird,but stick with me.So its a milk/soda beverage,about 50% vit a c and b,i think,but 30 g sugar and carbs,i drink about 3-4 a day,um,im 13 and im 115,i dont gain weight,or lose weight,its weird,i know...so 2 questions,is the Milkis u think healthy about,or do u have any other suggestions of healthy foods,because we went super shopping spree on sunday,got tons of yogurt,pizzas,rits (oh yea,i love dipping garlic rits in veggy cream cheese),etc...ok cya

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    youdonotseeme

    This has nothing to do with exercising or whatever.But,please listen to me,if you don't want to beleive me,then dont.Ok so it started out like this.One day,I was with my friend at the Recreation Center.Until my friends other friend comes with his friend...Ok sounds confusing but stick with me.Well,my friends other friends,friend had this major grudge against me,awhile back he sayed I had told on something that he done that he should not have done,and I know that I DID not at all snitch on him.so then i get real angry and push him.(ok the guy who thought I snitched on him,is like..the nothing,everyone treats him like crap,hes basicaly the wuss,the stupid one...the one that everyone can beat up)ok back to the story.Then he pushes me back,and when I got in his face,he does this like 2 inch punch to my left cheek bone,(which btw I still have a bruise of),then I swung,but missed,after that we just grabbed eachother,I fell to the floor and he started swinging at my face,apparently I dont know why,I couldnt push him off...Then people came and reported to the Recreation Center workers.So we basicaly got kicked out,soon after my friend and others told us to go behind the Rec. Center.So we did,after the first fight,I had gotten tired and shaky,Well,ok this again is out of the subject but,I do Tae kwon do,and i get on the punching bag and bowflex every once in awhile,and try to eat healthy,but before i got in that fight,or any other fights,i was shaky,I had this weird tingly feeling my gut,just these scared/rushed feeling.And whenever i get in a fight,i cant control myself,i dont think of what i can do or anything,i just grab and swing and whatever i can.Well ok back to the story,I manage to kick his left leg,after that he grabs me and gets me in a head lock,I was very thirsty/tired before the fight,and as soon as he got me in it.I couldnt move,i just shut down,while he got 5 good ones straight on my head,after that i fell.Ok whoever read this whole thing thanks,i just cant get it out of my head now,I mean,i usually win my fights,but,i lost this one,and especially to the one everyone can beat up.I know what ur saying,"why didnt you tell me your friends you didnt want to fight cause you were thirsty/tired?Well at my age,now a days were called wussys and not respected at all if we back down,so i had to do it...has anyone ever felt this scared/rushed feeling,or cant control anything when ur in a real fight...cause i cant beleive my self now,btw,please dont yell at me,i just wanted to share it,because i felt so bad...and id really like some positive replys,or maybe some tips,cause that day was horrible for me.

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