Am i gay? confused...

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it all started when i was 16, me and my friend were watching porn and for some reason we ended up jackin eachother off. every time he would come round we would fool around, we started off doin oral, then after it led to anal. this would happen all the time. the thing is im not attracted to guys at all, i cant even stand the thought of kissing a guy. but on the other hand i love gettin it in the ass. lately ive been goin on to shemale porn sites and they turn me on. after i cum i always feel really guilty and disgusted. its weird i wouldnt mind gettin f******* but im just not attracted them. im only attracted to girls. this has been going on for like 8 years now. pls i'd like ur thoughts

thats odd you're not attracted to men but you enjoy sucking them off and getting fucked maybe ou're bi and you just wont admit it to yourself

hmmm.. you have been doing it with your friend and you're being turned on by shemales (transvestites?) which shows that you are physically attracted to guys. But you're more emotionally attracted to girls. hmmm...These articles in Jackinworld might help you. What is homosexuality? Those fantasies just remember you're the only one who can determine who you really are. as long as you're happy, just do it.

I don't find it odd, and I'm gay. He's 16, he's horny. Maybe he IS bi. I don't know. I've said it before, sexuality is fluid and we're all just bobbing along.

Hopefully I won't get hijacked when gving my thoughts. Sexuality, as winged said, is very fluid. The thought you might be bi is a strong possibility. I know a few bi guys who love Anal sex done to them but don't ever actually find men emotionally attractive to the point of wanting a relationship with them. Just something to think about. And I wouldn't stress yourself over it either. You're young, so have fun and experiment, just make sure you are safe about it.

"sexuality is fluid and we're all just bobbing along."Well said, couldn't agree more.Why is it so important that you, or anyone else for that matter, assign a label to themselves? If thats what your into then there's nothing wrong with it. Hey, shemales need lov'in to. Are you sure that you haven't conditioned yourself to only think of males sexually because as long as you don't think about them emotionaly, than you can say, "I'm not gay." You seem to like the dick and there's nothing at all wrong with that. Except it, embrace it, lick it, suck it...lol, getting off track there. Seriously though, try excepting the fact that maybe I could be complete and happy with a man and there is nothing wrong with that. Have you ever thought about say a friend, your fuck buddy friend, did you enjoy being his friend? Most likely, why else be his friend. Did you enjoy sex with him? Sure sounds like it. All thats left is to try a kiss. Could you see yourself kissing him? Why or why not? Can you fantasize about kissing him or any other guy/shemale you find hot. Can you think about a laying back on couch with guy giving each other long, slow, hot, deep kisses. Getting aroused feeling his hardness on your leg through his jeans? Personaly I think that the kiss is emotionsal and only pseudo-sexual. If you can fantasize about the kiss, about making a connection with the kiss, than maybe you want to think about what it is you truly desire. What will truly fulfill you.The first step, I think, is to except the fact the "I" may be gay and there is nothing wrong with that. Second, ask yourself, could I have a fulfilling relationship with a man, could I have a fulfilling relationship with a woman or could I find either one fulfilling. When you ask yourself these questions remember sex is a big part of any relationship.I'm not saying your gay, straight or bi. I don't know ya. I guess all I'm trying to say, and doing a poor job, is that don't do what's easy, don't do what's comfortable, don't do what's expected, rather, do what will give you the most fulfillment in life. Only you know what that is.Jerry Springer moment here. In closing what did we learn here today? That you can lie to everyone in the world about who you really are, but don't lie to yourself because you already know the truth. Sorry if this doesn't make much sense had a wild night and only got about an hour and half or two hours sleep. Check out this thread burningthunder5 it might make more sinse than I am right now.

"You seem to like the dick"hahaha. "the dick" hilarious...sorry it makes me laugh everytime.

well as far as i see it if your not emotionally attracted to guys your not gay...or even bi if you don't want a relationship with a guy...but thats just my opinion. i guess everyone has their own opinion to what 'gay' means on this forum and there has been alot of dicussion on what gay is here lately but at the end of the day- its your life- no-one has to call themselves 'gay' or 'straight' EVER. its just not that black and white i'm afraid...

this is how it all plays out i consider my self to be str8 and i'm happly married but i love sucking off guys
my story is alot like yours me and a friend whenwe were 14 we would suck eachother off and thats as far as it went
well i liked to so much i would suck off my other friends as i got older witch made me really popluar i love doing it but i could never have a boyfriend its just not me i like girls i don;t see anything wrong with it so don't freek out and be like omg im gay what are my mom and dad going to say you just have a fetish it normal

have you tried sex with girls?

I'm a guy and I love having sex with girls, but every once in awhile, I like to suck dicks. It's wierd. I'm not attracted to the guy, not interested in hugging or butt-fucking or kissing or anything like that, but I'll suck his dick, swallow the whole load and I like it. Wierd.