Didn't want to do this but I need you lol
I was trying to avoid trouble but it just seems to follow me everywhere. I really need you guys right now. And the Lord. He's there but I need to SEE what to do. Believe me I've been praying my butt off... still there. Sigh, anyway. My friends are sick idiots. Rude yes. But they are! They don't listen to you. They mock you. They ridicule and criticize and anger you. I'll try to calm down first................................... there we go.
I had a dance performance at a church Saturday that I invited my friends to. I called them that day and asked them if they were still going and I get a "oh sh*t sorry girl I forgot. I'm at the galleria in white plains. By the time I get there... I don't know..." so ok that's fine. Stay out of trouble. All this time I go through the day blah de blah and she calls me right before the show talking about "omg these six girls ganged up on me and so and so it was six to two." I didn't think it was a big deal. But I was still a bit worried when I performed which "rocked everyone's sox" as I put it. I didn't talk to her Sunday. I was at church all day because PapaSan came and some preachers from Africa. I didn't see her all day today. She calls me after I get home. Sorry not her, her mom. Her mom asks me what school I go to and where and etc. So I gave her all the info. She puts my friend on the phone and she told me everything that happened. She said the 6 girls that ganged up on her threatened her and said that next time they won't hold back and that they would knife her (in other words stab her). We go to two different schools but in the same state of course. Her's is just bad bad bad. Worse than mine. Now we have gangs and stuff but we only have 4 cops. She has 10! She said the principal told her mom and her they can't always offer protection on school premises. Don't ask. She said she doesn't want cops following her from class to class like that.
Mind you all this is over... a boy. See what you guys cause! And I'm dead scared for her. I'm sick to my stomach. I've seen these girls. They don't mess. They will kill her if they want to. She's white first of all and supposedly trying to "steal" this black boy. He's not cute by the way. Don't know what they see in him. He's just.. ugh. I never liked him though because he's one of the guys who gave me flack for going with a white guy and still tried to hit on me. You wish, buddy! I don't like him. Seeing from these girls' perspective, they don't want "some white girl" taking their man. She doesn't stand a chance. I can't fight them because they will come after me to. They know I exist unfortunately. They don't know that I know her though. My mom wants me to avoid her for my safety. But I can't. She's among my best friends. She's like a sister whom I've known for...5 years. I can't just stand by and do nothing. I'm so scared for her. I feel so useless and guilty. If anything happens to her I don't know what I'd do, besides beat up that freak. I don't know what to do. This is what I hate about New Yorkers. They have issues. They get so confident and uptight... they lose themselves... they forget. I'm so sick of hearing about these things let alone knowing people in them. I need to move to Florida or something. Can you guys please just say some words of advice or something. Nobody is helping right now. They don't care. I need something. I'm getting nothing. I am not going to a funeral. I can't even think about it. She's more assertive than me and more aggressive... bigger and able to defend herself. She taught me self-defense. But her huge big mouth got her in this. She forgot what skin tone she is. I told her to watch out these people don't play. I don't like bringing stupid racism in the picture but she knows of all people. She told me about it first. I don't know... I need some gum, some chocolate, something. This world is so suckish.
Sorry if this is so long and I sound really crazy but I'm, confused and restless. I don't need this. I have too much school work to worry about this nonsense. If she just listened to me. She should have been more discrete with that perv... guy. He's the same guy who got her to allow him to finger her in one week. But thanks ahead of time. I know my life is psychotic. Until I'm old enough to get a car I'm stuck in this city with the crazies.
EDIT: Come on guys don't hold back. When have I ever asked you for anything? Lol, don't answer that. It's only 14 minutes take your time. I'll go calm down.
Well!! 2 hours later... Im here for you.
This may not be the advice you're looking for.. or the advice that people on here are going to agree with.. but from personal experience.. you look out for #1 you.. put yourself in her shoes.. would she be there for you? you probably think she would be.. but friends won't be there forever.. you always think so.. but something will happen and something will ruin it. Keep yourself safe. That is key here. Listen to your mother.. shes looking out for your best interest!
If you're concerned for your friends safety and don't want to get directly involved.. contact the police
I really should have just sent a PM to you two without making myself known with this thing... this is why.
I would think that both of you are right. Except it's hard staying away from a good friend and she has already left him. But it's too late. They already have her death sentence. She didn't go to school today. I had to pry my way into her house let alone her room and talk to her. No good. She wants to get home-schooled. She can't stay in her house forever. I feel like I'm losing her. I give up. This just adds to my stress... and depression lol. After getting over the bf thing and actually praying once a day. So much for that. But thanks anyway. I feel like I'm losing my abiness lol. Here comes Binky. Thanks again you two. I'll talk with you whenever I can. =)
Plus my minds becoming "perverted" lol so I better stay on hold. Wuv yousssssss.
Maybe she could consider switching schools if its that bad?
The police MUST get involved..