What do you do?

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Hey what do you do when you want it all to end. If I am being tested I am sick of this shit...I do not care if it makes it worse for people around me, that is what everyone gets for not loving me as I did want to love them....

I think about how much worse it could be, that makes me appreciate what little I do have. Its all about perspective.

yeah that does nothing for me anymore...I am done...It does not make a difference. I have been trying to be sweet. I realize it is not the worst it could be, but i am sick of it and i do not care..

maybe I blew that out of proportion. It has been hard a lot of this depression comes from women. I know Joe...lie to myself to make it feel better. But it will never be better for me until I am loved. I mean....i feel like a kid, a broken record, and a waste of peoples time, there are people with much worse problems that need help.

Dont beat yourself up about being depressed. I dont really know you, but one thing I have noticed about you is how wrapped up you get into girls that you barely know. Its like setting yourself up for failure. I think you need to take some time and realize your worth regardless of how others feel about you. I know its a lame cliche, but you have to love yourself before others will.

I will admit that I do need help in that area. But I can never get any. I want to stop doing that I admit it is hard b/c I just want something so bad...oh well...

Why don't you stop looking? Let it come to you. I remember when i was younger everyone told me that they got sick of looking and stopped.. and it came to them.

women piss me off...except for the girls I consider friends...I hate the rest...I am willing and able to love...so think about that.

I definetly agree with what you said. After I stopped looking, love found me.:)Hope that helps some.

Definetly will!!I was so persistant on finding a bf that I brought myself down in the process. I eventually stopped looking and within the week I met the most gorgeous guy ever.. and he came to me!!

no girls ever find me.

You just wait.

well since I lost intrest in a relationship witch was about a month ago nothing has happend. how long does it take?

Its not a set length of time. Just put some quality you time in.

I put in plenty of me time. Too much me time!

I love me time.

In reply to: Its not a set length of time. Just put some quality you time in. Great advice!

Me-time is more important than any other time, as it shapes how you will cope with other-people-time.

Indeed