Ok, I was a virgin before I met my g/f, but she wasn't... and I just can't help but think that every time we're making love, I look into her eyes and she looks at me and I think, she looked at someone else like that, or when I go down on her, her ex went down on her, and, its drivin me crazy, I love her, but I don't know what to do. I don't want to break up with her, I just, I dunno what to do or whats wrong with me.
I don't know how much longer I can take it...
It's pointless to but that much anxiety on you. Most everyone has to deal with that. Stop being melodramatic about the situation and put yourself together.
"This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend-"
yea its alright buddy just live in the moment, and don't worry about any of those things. I know that me and my gf are still young, but i love that fact that we are both still virgins, it kind of feels special to me that she has not lost it yet to a mistake, and is waiting for the right person.
dude the feeling doesnt change im 19 and my girl is 18 we've been togahter a year, she has had sex once (when she was drunk taken advantage of basically) and it still haunts me
I feel like an ass but you know its how you feel, it wont change tho man:( its hard
Good luck bro