Well i just got out of my first relationship ever. We rushed into things too fast. She had got out of a 3 year relationship 8 months ago. And we lasted a month and a half. i was seriously ready to put myself in a relationship, but lately she changed the way she acted. Though she was the one who pushed towards the idea of starting a relationship.Moving onto to current events, she tells me she misses the single life and wanted to be single. Im puzzled at the fact that she said she wanted a relationship earlier then all of a sudden back out of it. She is the outgoing party kind,and im the passive laid back kind. It hurts really bad because i really seen something in store for us and all.though we had disagreements i was the one willing to change, but she didn't see it that way. Ive never felt the way i did with her, and never felt the crushing pain of the way it ended.The pain and all sucks and its frustrating. I don't have anyone really to talk to so i turn to the internet.I need some advice, thanks!