Ive been going out with this guy for almost.. 2 months now.
And Because I didnt want him to treat me any differently I didnt tell him I was a virgin, after he asked me out, the next day I went over to his house, we didnt really know each other a long time before that, but oh well.
And so, we started doing things, then like, out of no where, I popped out of lala land, and realized I was having sex..
Im addicted now.
but anyways, we did it on his couch XD, and now, almost 2 months later, I REALLLLLLY regret having sex on the 2nd day going out with him.
I didnt know what to do, I was just going along with what he was doing.
But we`ve stopped now, until Sept. 9th(Our 2nd month) and hes going to make it all nice and everything for me.
But Still, I honestly think I regret having sex with him.
We did it like.. every time I went over there, and now hes all bitchy because I dont know how to do all this shit, and it just makes me feel worse!! Every time we try to talk about it, we end up in a HUGE fight and stuff.
Im not sure If I have a question or anything, but I just felt like I had to share that on here.
OH, yes I do! haha,
Right so, after we had sex, my stomach, just below my breasts would KILL, like it hurt to stand up it hurt so much, I dont know if its a muscle or whatever, but it HURTS....Anyone know whats up with that?!
Aaand- I`ve been off the pill for just under a month, and he and I have condoms, except we dont really like to use them because there isnt much feeling, so I just tell him to pull out and let him come on me, but, the last time we did it about a week ago, HE DIDNT!! AHhhh, and I dont have the morning after pill or anything, so now, ive missed the past 2 days at work(Morning shifts) because Ive went home sick to my stomach, I could bare to stand.. Im probablyy being totally paranoid, like, Ive been sick in the mornings since I can remember though. am I just being paranoid or what?!