Hello my name is Ray. I get turn on by rape and murder. is that normal??? do i need help?? i jerk off thinking about raping and murdered womens. do i have problems. i also used to drown and strangle cats. . . . please someone out there...explain to me. . .. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME???
Well, to put it bluntly... Yes you do have a problem and a serious one. I don't think anyone here can really help you especially on an internet forum. You need serious professional help. The fact that you have tortured and killed animals is not a good sign. You need a mental health professional who can help you work out deep seated issues before you commit serious crimes.