Just a few questions I have had.

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I turn pyscho instally. Like, for example. Tonight talking to someone on messanger. They were talking about the movies and I instantly got pissed off. Not at him. Just at people. I started thinking of ways to kill large groups of people. Plotting it in my head, where I would place bombs, where I would park. Just planning the whole thing out. I had this big smile on my face the whole time. I always smile when I think of this stuff. When I'm on Orgrish.com, I just have this big smile while I look at bodies. At times I will bust out into laughter. This is while I'm not high. If I'm high, I go WTF? Thats totaly fucked up to laugh at this or think about it. Sometimes atleast.

In school, I can't get math. I just can't get it. It doesn't make sense to me. Just gets all jumbled. I have tryed getting tutored, asking friends, interent, looking through the math book.. Everything. I just don't get it. Same thing with essays or story's in english. I can come up with some great storys off the top of my head, but can't put them on paper. I have been able to type them out a few times, but I was high. I can't do it otherwise. I've tryed several times.

Any idea? Whats wrong with me? I've had these problems before I started smoking weed so I know it isn't related. -Thanks

Sometimes I think about killing lots of people.. but that's usually only when someone pisses me off or I'm just generally pissed off.. btw, what website are you talking about? orgrish.com seems to be wrong

I can be in a great mood and just want to kill people. Sorry, wrong name.. Here it is: http://ogrish.com/

Interesting site, thx.

if you're having thoughts like that, i would get counseling. really, your thoughts are not good, and if you keep nurturing them by going to websites...well, who knows what could happen.

you need to find out what the underlying thing is that is making you so angry and deal with that. it will only get worse.

I don't nurture, I just don't mind looking at pages like that or movies of people getting beheaded (like they have on the ogrish.com site).I know it will only get worse, trust me.

What am I supposed to do? Walk up to the counselur and tell them I want to watch every last mother fucker at that school suffer to death while there mothers watch and cry. Tell them I think a nuclear attack would be great.

That's really messed up!! You really need to seek some pyscreatric help!

haha.. So many people have told me I'm fucked up. Thats funny. I'm numb to what people say anymore. Everyone tells me either: I'm stupid, worthless, pyscho, fucking crazy or a dumbass. Maybe people have made me this way. Always telling me I would never be anything. I am something. There worst fucking nightmare.

Wow, I a confederate flag, no wonder you have no tolerance of people outside your race!

What does a confederate flag have to do with anything?

You know what it has to do with!

The South? Yeah? So the fuck what? Heritage, not hate.

No, I am talking about the rascism involved!

Racism? The fact blacks were slaves? So the fuck what? That was a long time ago

I think the confederate flag is to the blacks is what the swastika is to the jews! And being a jew both of them bother me!

Good.. Learn to deal with it.

In reply to: Good.. Learn to deal with it. Do you dislike me because I am a jew? Huh?

play nice children

there's nothing wrong with the confederate flag. it has nothing to do with racism. It's part of Southern heritage, and it really pisses me off when I see people trying to have it banned. Not too long ago some of the colored folk had a state flag changed (i think it was mississippi but not sure), and for what? It's stupid. The confederate flag is part of southern heritage and it will ALWAYS be that way. Learn to deal with. People should be able to fly it when they want to. Down here you cant drive 10 miles without seeing one flying in somebodys house. People need to grow up. This is a free coutnry. If someone wants to hang a rebel flag then so be it. If a southern state has a rebel flag in their state flag and it's been that way since it was established, a group of "racist" people shouldnt come in & be able to have it taken out becuase they're "offended". Suck it up & deal with.Sorry to rant, but that is one of my pet peeves.