I have always thought that hurting yourself was stupid, but recently i have found myself to be somewhat hypocritical. Whenever i feel angry or depressed i will lift weights, but more so than my body can handle. enough to make it hurt and strain the muscles. I have already pulled neck muscles and my biceps doing this... I dunno...
Form of self mutilation?
yeah, that is self harm, although a less common/unknown form. it a way of coping with the strain of what you are feeling, i scratch myself when depressed so much so that I make sores.
you once said that a problem halved was a problem shared, but i couldnt tell you coz i didnt know you cared
I miss you