Salvia Divinorum

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Yeah smoking anything is bad, and I don't have an addiction. I have the shit stored in a tin somewhere and I can never work really up the courage to smoke it. There's no eurphoric effect to it.

because he needs to give it to me

Because I spent $40 on it and it wouldn't make much sense to throw it out now would it? Besides I like to give it to other people to smoke to watch their reactions. It's even funnier when they think it's regualar bud since they are completely unprepared for the effects. Reminds me of an old friend who told me about who he used to soak lollipops in LSD and pass them out to unknowing persons at rave parties and then he'd watch the results and laugh.

what happened to killing yourself?

Desire went away for now, but in a week or so it might come back and I'll be close to doing it then I'll pussy out. It happens all the time, I've never made a true attempt because you know how your mind prevents you from doing something self-destructive? I can't even jump non-fatally from something, for example there's this rope swing my friends played on a long time ago, you basicly hold onto the rope and jump off a 50 foot ledge, swing around a tree and land back, I'll run and try to jump but at the edge I just freeze, it sucks. I always got laughed at.

You know they say 9/10 people that talk about killing themselves never do? its the quiet ones that always do. thats why i never worry about...people.... like these. And, everyone has to have some hobby

Even though that may be true, it's good to first take every suicidal person seriously... it's not _just_ the quiet ones that do it...

What if someone posts on here that he wants to kill himself and actually does it and you'll just think "He won't do it anyway'

I'm not suicidal, I just get suicidal urges. I think it's how I'll die though, maybe not today, maybe in 10 years, that or an auto crash cause I'm been in 3 and I don't wear a seatbelt or use headlights.

I think you just crave attention.

No, I don't. At the time I posted those topics I was not in the best of moods, so thank you for your opinion, I really appreciate your bullshit replies.

Hey now be nice to amanda, she's a mod and helps a lot of people on here....and i think you are just a lil attention craved

If I wanted attention I could have gone to tons of other boards

I am glad I haven't got friends like you! How can you give it to your friends without telling them what it actually is and letting them think it is regular bud? They have a choice if they want to take it or not but you get a cheap thrill from watching their reaction to taking it without telling them what it really is. It has obviously done something to your brain if you find that funny.

We all do f*cked up shit to one another, it's not like I haven't suffered my share. Every had anyone touch you with a wire connected to an AC outlet while you were passed out?

Thats as bad as giving a girl date rape, you are causing them problems they are trying to stay away from, and you dont know if the drug has REALLY serious side affects, so your not only fucking with their brain, but also having a fucked up sense of humor.

No reported side effects at least. There were no hard feelings afterward anyways we all had a good laugh together.

no i dont, you mean me my head weighs a lot or something? i cant really weigh my head to find out, not with it attatched at least

In reply to:Besides I like to give it to other people to smoke to watch their reactions. It's even funnier when they think it's regualar bud since they are completely unprepared for the effects.This is very wrong. You could really screw someone up if they're in the wrong mindset or if they have borderline mental illness that you don't know about it. But it's wrong in any case.In reply to:We all do f*cked up shit to one another, it's not like I haven't suffered my share. Every had anyone touch you with a wire connected to an AC outlet while you were passed out?You are hanging out with the wrong people. Your life sounds like the TV show Jackass.

Ok maybe ill go join a church group, theyre a good influence.

Homer Simpson and Ned Flanders are the extremes. It's not an either/or proposition. You can smoke dope, shoot heroin, and sleep with escorts, but not drug up someone without their knowledge...or electrocute them.