What do YOU keep living for...

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when depression has you so far in the dumps you just feel like giving up and not carrying on any more what do you keep going for? for myself it is for my friends. i am just interested to see what others have to say.

For myself, my manthing and my children.

my mother my father my family and 2 girls i would take a bullet for (the fact im suicidal might have a roll in that)

My family, friends, and faith. They're my everything.

and what faith would that be exactly?

Does it matter?

just wondering.... not that big of a deal to me.

My daughters

My kids.

Myself, my friends, my family, and my bass guitar.

Far to many reasons to list here, my kids, my family, my fiance, besides all the valid reasons anyon can name its also because I think suicide is a chickenshit pussy thing to do. To end it all rather then deal with the problems and bullshit that makes it bad ?One thing Iv never been called nor am i is chickenshit. Ill take any assbeating life cares to throw at me rather then have anyon think that of me and be right.Now the exception to that is should I get a terminal illness or something along those lines.Ever read Of Mice and Men ?the old man, I can not think of his name off hte top pf my head said something that has stuck with me since I read it in Jr High. its not exact but somewhere along the lines of fhis life isnt worth as much as his dogs since when a dog gets sick and old you put them out of thier misery and fhe cant have teh smae done for him. Its a whole scene, you have to read it to understand but its as hes getting ready to take his dog whos in easy as bad as shape as he himself is, out to shoot it.Iv thought since then that when the quality of life gets to be so shitty that your not really living anymore, its time to stop living.Im counting on tihs not happening for a great many years but you never know when shit can really turn downhill.Cancer, Aids, a car wreck that ffreally fucks you up, a fire that burns you nearly to death but just not enough to end it all, any nightmare you can think of.

For the day I die, or the day I open my mind.

sex :grin:

God

rock 'n' roll

but when you are down far enough it seems as though nothing is ever going to get better thats when it really starts to suck major balls.

good.... i mean great answer.

C6H12O6

i dont know,maybe scared of putting agun to my head

everything