I can't do it anymore...

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I gotta.. kill myself.. I have to.. I need to... I have been trying to get my parents to move out of this fucking gang infested neirborhood for years.. but there to god damn picky... They say they arn't hangs.. there just teens who are want to be's.. Yeah.. they walk down the street carryings b-ball bats.. and hang out with the other gangs at school.. Not thats not a fucking gang.. Its a group of god damn friends.. Yeah.. THATS WHAT IT IS!!! THERE NO FUCKING TROUBLE.. What are they fucking stupid? They hate my guts... They have walked back and fourth by my house with base balls bats before... Yeah.. there peacefull neirborhood kids... MY FUCKING ASS... My parents just tell me I worry to much.. There not the fucking idiots that is going to be beat 1/2 to death and left for dead... There just so stupid... I can't carry a gun... I'm not old enough.. ( Even tho the fucks probably do ) .. I have emailed the local Sheriff's dept several times with no results.. They drive through once.. They need to hang out here ... Not drive through.. My parents go.. Oh.. You will be leaving soon anyways.. Yeah.. thats great.. I can legally leave.. but.. HOW THE FUCK AM I GOING TO AFFORD THIS?! Just pull the money straight out of my ass ? Lets see.. In my area.. The average home is like 300k... Lets see... 300k... Making what? 7.50 an hour.. NO FUCKING WAY.. Does anyone know an area in the country that have decent apartments for like under $400 a month? In decent areas? and there is some type of work there? Fuck.. I can't last that long.. .I hate this to much.. My parents arn't the ones that are going to kick killed.. Its not there fucking ass.. ITS MINE.. I had a group of them yell at me yesterday.. All I was is getting my fucking mail.. didn't even look at them... But nooooo there not gangs.. there just the local kids.. MY PARENTS ARE FUCKING IDIOTS.. I HATE THIS... FUCK

I'm not serious about the sucide part.. I was just upset... I'm over the depression ... I was looking at apartments. Found several for under $700 a month... I think when I get out of HS... I will be moving over there.. Work at a Best Buy store or something.. How are apartments.. I have only been to one over my life.. and I was like 5...

not going off to college? an apartment under $400 a month? geez where i live you're lucky to get a studio for $1000 a month

400? Eh? 700.. lol... There were 2 or 3 for under 700... They were studio apt. 200SQ.. I was actually surprised with the cost of housing around here that they were there.. Probably a bare apt and you probably gotta pay utilietys :angry:

you're not going to college?

Nope

why not? what do you plan on doing?

I'm probably going Military to law enforcement... But.. I have had several job offers right out of HS.. One ... Making about $35-40 an hour after 2 years..

u asked if anyone knew a place in the U.S with apartments under 400 and good work. I live in blue ash ,ohio it is a very good place like nobodys ever benn killed here for like 100 years and apartments are about $300 for a two bedroom and $8 per hour for an entry level job if u look hard

they proly are wannabe gangs.. if they were die hard theyd break into you house and beat you to death, or worseand trust me, ive seen it done..move to canada! sure.. its a bit colder... but the women are hotter and you dont have suicide bombings

LOL.. so true.. I want to maybe one of these days.. Is there any 'trade' schools up there.. for like computer? Is there drug tests up there for jobs?

lol yeah.. you can get into trades here and youll get some nice coin too if you move to the right town

some do drug tests, some dont
it depends on the company....
like, the big oil companies do... but the contractors that work out on the site dont... (unless your like my cousin and crash the company truck.. then the oil company will demand a drug test... hahah

You should get a part time job while you're in high school. After you graduate, I suggest going to a college, even if it is a cheap community college. You can work part time to pay off your bills.