Here's a tidbit from my journal. it's about a woman I met online and she came to visit. I just don't know what the hell it was about. Perhaps someone could offer some answers:
Trish has been bugging the shit out of me to let her spend a weekend with me. The other night she's talking dirty on line, showing me her tits on web cam.
I ended up inviting her over for the weekend.
Rather pretty, nice body. Nice personality but intensely neurotic.
"I want to have sex with you"
"But it would be wrong"
"I'm so horny"
"But I must be strong"
"I'm so hot for you"
"But I'd feel bad in the morning."
Just insane. It was the bulk of her conversation while here. Introspective and moody, feeling so down with herself that she had this turmoil going in her.
We did smooch on the couch and sleep together though ( no sex).
Today she decided that she must catch a bus home because she was so horny for me if she stayed tonight she would end up having sex with me and feel bad tomorrow.
I was happy to get rid of her.
We made out on the couch while waiting for bus time. Things got very hot, she whipped out my cock and started stroking me.
We ended up in bed watching each other masturbate, that's as close to sex as she would go.Even though she was jerking me on the couch, once we got naked in bed she wouldn't touch me or even let me kiss her.She said if we kissed she would end up fucking me and she would feel bad about herself if we did.
I know it would be easy to write her off as a cock tease, but why travel 3 hours to meet me just for that?