Every weekend.

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For over a month now I have been drinking every single weekend.I feel better when I do, and I can communicate with others better.Plus, I don't have to worry about my other problems.But somehow I reckon all this drinking is making everything worse.But now I seem to be doing it more then every weekend because of school holidays.That means I can think about my other problems less.I'm fifteen and I'm pretty small so I can get really drunk off 3 drinks.My mum stopped buying me drinks because of the obvious reasons, so I got my older friends to buy them for me, and I drank without telling my parents.But lately, I've been craving alcohol.I'm not really asking anything, I just wanted to tell someone.

Hi qwerty, most people would consider this problem drinking. Although sometimes it can be good to forget about problems, if we do this all the time we don't face the problems and overcome them.Also, getting really drunk regularly isn't doing your brain or liver any good.

You really need to find some other way of dealing with your problems. Drinking is not going to help, and it's not good for you. Especially at 15.

Ur not alone.When I was ur age ( I think I read u were 15) I was being busted for huffing…and trying to stop.Well I have so I guess I should say stopping instead of trying.. But it wasn’t easy. I actually sneezed out a big scab and it scared me and I told my friend Paul. First thing he did was ask me if I was still huffing shit and wut I had been huffing.. B4 I answered him I made him promise not to tell anyone (he didn’t keep his promise) I tried changing subjects on him but he kept on me and I told him and he showed me some pictures that made my stomach turn. Same time he was talking to my mom about wut I been doing.. So I got busted. And Well I stopped it cuz my parents just locked everything up. Even still.. Medications, chemicals, knives.. Are locked up. Hell after I stabbed myself with a pencil it was like almost a year b4 I could even use a pencil with out supervision. I mean my dad’s even removed all my knobs in my desk and drawers. But I been in ur place.. It wasn’t with alcohol it was with chemicals. And I have drank alcohol to loosen up so I could have sex with past girlfriends. I know how it is to want the shit in ur head to go away. …….. I still do.

(to everyone)As much as I mention its better not to dwell on things... I think its time to make a point or two.Our experiences make us who we are. How we handle them is equivelent to our growth as human beings.With that being said.. I feel the need to extend a hand and say if you need to talk about your problems by all means post them.(to qwerty)if you would prefer to message someone and not take them up on the open board feel free.

Thanks for the replies.But I'll keep my other problems to myself.

If you don't want to talk about your problems then at least work on your problem solving skills.Do it before you end up like me.

I don't do drugs, and I'm not planning to.

I have never done any (illegal or unprescribed) drugs in my life. The only drugs I have ever done were the kind to treat a sore throat or infection.I have wanted to try nymphetamine a couple times though :/.And I have to agree. I don't think most people wake up and say "TODAY IS A GOOD DAY TO DO 3 LINES AND SHOOT HEROINE UP MY BALLS"My point is simply this. A. maybe your problems aren't as bad as you think they are. We as humans tend to blow up our problems.. and make them seem so much worse. Or maybe other factors make them seem worse.Or.B. Maybe they are worse then you think and someone can help you. I mean if your problems are that bad then it is possible to get help.It makes me feel bad sometimes because I shouldn't really talk about them so much.. but, I have a long list of friends (I feel I can trust) to go threw to get help with a number of issues.

Ugh, I'm not doing drugs whatsoever.If a mod is reading this, please delete all my posts.

Okay great, you're not doing drugs. But what do you plan to do about the drinking? You can't keep that up forever.

Ugh, I'm not doing drugs whatsoever.I hope you can say those exact words a year from now.