They didn't really ditch me, they just didn't invite me, which i dont think is the same thing? Well anyways your right. I guess i am dependent on my friends, but i cant help it really i never had guy friends who i was this close to, and i jsut met them recently in the beggining of the school year. But were pretty much all dependent on eacother i guess, its our "crew". But all of you guys are right weed won't really solve anything, it might actually make things worse. Its just idk, its hard not to do something that all your friends are doing, but i've made my decision and im not gonna do it i guess.