I haven't been on this forum in a while but i like the way it can be used also to vent any concerns or brake throughs and is an enclosed community of sympathy.
That's not really the point of my post. :frowning:
I went on to the information section and i'm ranging between stage 2 and stage 4 of penis development in the sense that i have alot of pubic hair, but my penis does not resemble that of an adult one in the sense that it has grown beyond the size of a prepubecent one but it has not "grown [much] longer, and got [much] wider. The glans, or head, of the penis [have not] become much more prominent."
I suppose it's a big relief because i am incredibly concerned about when i'll finish puberty. I started around 14, (I'm coming up to my sixteenth this summer). When i mean started i mean i saw some changes, i seemed to have had a swollen left testicle since about the age of twelve, but pubic hair only really grew when i got to around 14 and the penis growth has not been rapid enough for me to notice the difference over the period of time. The reason it's a relief is because i was unsure, due to my other adolecent developments, as to whether my penis would grow any longer. I am growing "whiskers" on my chin, hair under my arms and grew about 7 inches (in height!) in the last year so i was wondering when down south would kick off.
If i take the upper bound of five years, till the end of development, though it'll be pretty gutting really, i suppose the last year out of 5 is stage five and so my penis would be pretty "primed" anyway. The frustration is that i have been in sooooo many situations where girls have clearly insinuated oral or sex, when sober! It is really frustrating because i want to join the band wagon and it's sod's law that i'm getting the offers but have to turn them down!
My erection is pretty long, but again, it has no resemblance to an adult one. The head unlike as i've seen in pornos (the only source of info, be it bias) is not very triangular and the foreskin does not pull back (not through force but by the erection) all the way to the point of the head being completely revealed and the foreskin seemingly unnoticeable. Which again i suppose is a plus because despite these undevelopments i do have a 6" erection or so.
The reason for my late development is down to genetics unfortunately. :frowning: Both my parents were late comers, or so they say.
My real hope is that my penis will have developed sufficiently enough so that this time next year i can be confident to go into a relationship without having to worry about what they say when they want sex. :frowning: It's holding me back. I find it really easy to speak to women, make them laugh, flirt with them and form a friendship but i never feel i can go any further because i'm being held back by my pants. : (