I'm sorry if this kind of thing gets old, but seeing as I've reached many thoughts about my situation, I thought I should share them.So yeah, I'm still here in Australia. Life is amazing here, and everything I could wish for. Of course, I miss him. I was hoping I wouldn't, but no such luck. He says he misses me, but he won't be feeling how I feel right now. I love it here, but I can't stop him interrupting my thoughts, and my day. I wish I could speak to him, it's been so long now. I was hoping with time apart I'd deal with this, but I've fallen even deeper. I mean, what do you do when you like your best friend. And not just your best friend, but a best friend that is acting very...close, as mentioned in my last thread.I wish there was a specific question to all of this, but I can't seem to word one. I'm sorry. He says he wants us to catch up when I come home, a sleepover type of thing again. Whether this happens or not, I don't know, as I've mentioned before, he's never set in stone. If anything happens that night, I feel I have to mention it or I'll be unhappy, if not anything else! But how, I don't know.I don't quite know how to end this post, I could keep rambling for days...
Haha don't worry you're not rambling! It's hard to say what you really want to when life can be that confusing. Why can't you talk to him? Use msn/skype!
Hope all goes well!
Because of the time difference, we can't both be online. I'm home in a week anyway I guess. I just miss him.I want to/need to know where I stand and how he feels after what happened before I came out to Aussie
I'm home from Australia now guys!And I'm hoping some people who know of my feelings already will check this topic.He's meant to be staying here the night either Thursday or Friday. I'm not sure what to expect. Nothing, I guess, because he always seems 100% happy with his gf. Of course, it's hard to tell because he seemed to do anything but try to stop what was happening that Saturday night.I guess we'll see. Apparently there's "big things to happen in my love life" according to horoscopes and future stuff (not that i believe all of that stuff, and it doesn't say good or bad LOL) XD
Sorry to like triple post, but he bailed on me. There's a surprise. He can't make it now, so he's going to "visit me friday morning for a bit."
I mean, WTF! Should I be happy he's MANAGED to possibly fit me into his schedule, or should I be angry that he's actually struggling to fit in the APPARENT BEST FRIEND THAT HE HASN'T SEEN FOR A MONTH INTO HIS WEEK?!?!
If it wasn't obvious, my feelings are the latter. I'm so frustrated I've told him not to bother. He's always giving the "just because I don't see you often, doesn't mean you're not my best friend."
well my reaction is, "but it does mean that you don't treat me like one."
omg. im so frustrated. why do i bother trying. forget all the other feelings, even as a best friend, i don't deserve this...right? :'(
Sorry things aren't so good. In any relationship, one side is always in deeper than the other.
That is sooo true He shouldn't have to try and force his best friend into his timetable though right? He has time for everything else, why not me.I told him not to come but he's coming anyway. I'm really not bothered. I don't appreciate people canceling plans really, especially when they make a feeble attempt to fix it by "visiting you for a little bit".