I never paid attention to this before..........I dont know why but I dont feel sad or any emotions when I attend funerals. I see others crying/sobbing or consoling the family members, but I dont even feel anything. I feel sort of numb, doesnt matter who died (close relative or one of my friends).
Recently one of my highschool friends died in an accident and another girl (not my friend but she was my class mate) committed suicide. I just felt numb and was listening to what happened to them in details (and watching a movie playing of the incidents in my head and analyzing what made them die).
Is this some sort of severe depression? My mom thinks I emotionally cutting myself off from the outside world.........is this whats happening?