Am I addicted to masturbation?

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Lately I have been masturbating 2 times a day which takes at least 1 hour daily.
Is this normal? I mean 1 hour for masturbation is quite a lot.
Sometimes I also masturbated 90 minutes at a time because I need really long to cum cause I'm on antidepressants
which make cumming really hard.

It used to be the same for me. I don't think it means you are addicted any more than any male in good health normally is, but it does take a lot of time out of the day.

Being on antidepressants makes it totally hard to cum. It's really not funny.
I have to listen to moaning tapes from women on youtube in order to even have a chance of orgasming and it still takes very long. This sucks. :(

While the SSRI antidepressants do have that effect, there are some antidepressants around now that don't.

Yes I know. I tried others before but none worked. Now I'm on lexapro which makes it hard to cum.

@lilstu yes it does! And it also makes your erections simi-hard and also desentitizes it

That sucks.
I generally do not have much penile sensitivity. I totally envy those women who when they rub themselves start to moan and scream.
This must be totally awesome. When I rub my glans then even at the most sensitive areas I never have the urge to moan. I could rub myself
all day without making one noise. It's really disappointing. For women sex seems to be much more rewarding.

That moaning and screaming that you have seen is called acting.

But I have watched amateur porn where the women also moan like crazy.
And my neighbor often fuck with the windows being open and I can hear the woman all across the street it's crazy.

@readytogo Nice!!! :o)

Even amateur women have been known to act.

Some women are very loud. There was a couple in a flat near me who used to be at it all the time, and she was very loud. It sounded like she was in constant pain. I never got that sort of feedback from the wife. :( But women are not all the same!

On youtube there are tons of videos where people record their neighbors or people in hotels which moan like crazy.

Seriously, the women in those videos moan and it's not really possible to tell wether they are giving birth or wether they are being tortured!
This makes me wonder when women moan like that during sex does this mean that the sensation is actually so intense that it already hurts???

Intense, probably. Painful, probably not. Has anyone ever tickled you to the point that you're screaming for them to stop? Quite similar.

But in these porn videos for example when the man tries to insert his totally huge cock into the ass of a petite woman and the woman then screams why exactly does she do this?
I mean do it really hurt or what?

Unless the woman is relaxed, it may seem like childbirth in reverse. That could be painful.

Does this mean that when you watch porn and the women scream as if they are being impaled there's no way of knowing if they have real pain or not?
These screams somehow disturb me. It's also confusing when you don't know what's going on.
I wonder if they have real pain and simply go on cause they don't dare to quit.

I often masturbate when I'm depressed or when I actually needed to work but I dont want to work.
Then I rather lie in bed and listen to moaning audio videos on youtube. I know that this isnt really helping my situation.
I needed to do work but I hate working and I'm also afraid of it. For me to sit down and work is always such a struggle.
I'm really afraid of it. :(

Depression makes it hard to work and easy to procrastinate, but tell yourself you'll just do five minutes of work. Once you start on the work, you'll find you feel a lot better and it's easier to do than you thought. And even if you can't finish the task straightaway, you'll have made progress.

For me to even start working is always a struggle. It's like I think damn I have wasted so much time already and the more time I wasted the harder it becomes to
motivate me to pick up work again it's a vicious circle. :(

You're not alone!