there is a girl in many of my classes whom i have known very well for over a year. she is gorgeous and i have a huge crush on her, but she doesn't know this at all, even though we talk everday and i just seem like a nice schoolmate friend. (we even talk on AIM, but mostly about schoolwork and stuff).
she appears to have a much more complicated/fast-moving life than me and she has a lot of other friends (some of whom are mine as well) but i don't think she has any other boyfriend that i am aware of.
we are both in the same high school magnet program (IB) and both pretty smart kids, though i guess i could equate her with the smart-procrastinating type, to paint a picture.
anyways, recently on AIM (we never talk on phone i assume because we just don't have that kind of relationship) she has immediately left and said goodbye before i even had a chance to talk to her. it seems like she is avoiding me at all costs outside of school, but in school she is much nicer and seems almost like those AIM conversations didn't exist. What is she doing??? is she trying to tell me something or just screwing around me with in a joking manner?
I would like my relationship with her to grow stronger and hopefully by next (senior) year go to prom or homecoming with her (yeah, it's a stretch). i am a junior but have never pursued any relationships in my life (probably will be a virgin even through college, regretfully lol) so i don't have much experience at all going past that nice-dependable-friend stage.