I was talking with Ineligible over PM... I've always wanted to write down how I feel, but I just can't, I always get stuck with what to write, but I sent him a PM and he said I should post what I wrote, and that it'd be good:In reply to:all this anger just builds up in me and it gets more and more and more every minute and I have no where to let it out... it just eats me up inside... I don't know what to do... I wish I could just write about it, I tried that about an hour ago but I got stuck on the first line and I got even angrier trying to write about it so I stopped...Yah, like the title says, dunno, dunno what to write or whatever... I probably won't get any replies to this except maybe from Ineligible because everyone hates me around here but oh well.. I posted what I wrote.
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Dunno...
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Hey Insearch, I feel the same way. But the writing it down really does help. It doesn't matter where or what you write, just write down every thing that's pissing you off in your life. It doesn't have to make sense. Sometimes I type pages and pages about nothing just to relieve all the anger I'd rather not release on anyone.
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I had a friend that had a lot of anger issues. He described it much like you did. It would just build up and build up until he had no where to release and then he'd end up punching the wall in his room or his bedroom door. Eventually he got a junk bed mattress, duct taped it into a big cylinder, and then used it as a punching bag whenever he needed to blow off steam.
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I have that same problem, but my anger is from football. I just get really pissed and beat the crap out of my dorm room walls, and i have done this so much back at home that my knuckles really do not feel pain anymore. But I should probably see a therapist, but I am so happy 90% of the time, that i just deal with it. What I am saying is I know how being angry feels, it sucks, but I talk to my friends and take in every day and it really helps. Just gotta sit back every now and then and let all the good things of the day sink in, you will feel better.
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get a quill pen and some india ink (quill pens take more time to write with, giving you more time to think about what you are writing) then write down ypuour feelings n stuff. then burn it or stick it in a bottle and throw it in the ocean or somethin(if you live by it) it helps me
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Hey Insearch. Although I'm undoubtedly not too high on your list right now, I want to clarify from my last post that I don't hate you, dislike you, or anything of that nature. I was just afraid that you were trying to hurt other members. I think it was a wise decision to post about your anger issues. The above replies have some very constructive advice. The only thing I would add is: anger builds upon anger--when you act in anger or hate against someone else, you're likely to breed hatred not only in them, but in yourself as well. While I can’t guarantee that everyone will treat you with respect, its best not to let yourself be conquered by their anger or your own. In other words, I would consciously evaluate your actions before you instinctively respond to someone in a negative way. Anyway, you’re young, and you have plenty of time to define and redefine yourself. I don’t doubt that you have a lot going on, and perhaps I, personally, should have toned down my previous judgments in light of that. Feel free to PM or post to me, even if you don’t like me. I’m always open for discussion.
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@no1sex:I wouldn't be so sure about no one hating me. I have basically the same issues as you... @Weird:Well that's exactly my problem, I can't write down how I feel... I'm just stuck on the first line which is usually "I hate my life..." but I can't get any further than that... I don't know why but I wish I could...@websex:I don't think I'm the kind of guy to hit things and cool down... I used to do that until I realized it did absolutely nothing for me... plus I would always get in trouble for breaking things and what not..@Celithrathien:See my response to Weird@Steppenwolf:I don't usually mean to hurt other people... I guess I do it because it's my only way to let off some steam... but that doesn't really help though...In reply to:While I can’t guarantee that everyone will treat you with respect, its best not to let yourself be conquered by their anger or your ownNobody treats me with respect.. in real life or online (well online there are a few exceptions) ..... not letting myself be controlled by anger... that's easy to say but nearly impossible to do...
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In reply to: Nobody treats me with respect.. in real life or online (well online there are a few exceptions) ..... not letting myself be controlled by anger... that's easy to say but nearly impossible to do... You're right. Staying cool is almost impossible when you're not getting respect. As far as A2A is concerned, I think that people around here have more respect for you than you believe. You got some flack recently, much of it from me, but as everyone here is saying, no one actually has any hard feelings for you.
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Perhaps you should consider not being such a prick. Everything you post is sarcastic, except when you're trying to convince people to commit suicide. It's pathetic.
Amen. Finally, someone has been saying what I've been thinking
The first quote is by you the 2nd one by no1sex. If that isn't an example of hard feelings then I don't know what is.
I'm not saying it's their/your fault, because it is my fault... for treating people on here like shit...
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Yeah, that's the "flack" I was talking about. My point is that neither of us still have any hard feelings. I know the post was harsh, and a bit of a jolt, but that's the past.
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well do you draw any good? if so express your feelings in a drawing or something. or burn voodoo dolls n stuff thats always fun
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Drawing... I suck at drawing worse than anything else... I'll be lucky if I can draw a stick figure... so no...
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ok then..any instruments?
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@Celithrathien:No, I don't do anything except sit here and mIRC scripting.@no1sex:I never said I worried about it when I go to bed, I couldn't care less what you thought of me, I originally said it because I thought no one would answer because they don't like me.
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Hey InSearch, you can see that it isn't true that no-one likes you. That's the sort of lie that depression tells you.