Jealous of all these posts. Why? More than halfway through highschool, and dont think anyone likes me and probably never had. NOT that im totally unattractive, but everytime a girl I like talks to me I get so overheated and red. Today the girl I like and i used to talk a lot to, came up to me and poked me outta nowhere and said hi. Now she is hot. And yep, I went red. she then said "your going red". That totally DEVESTATED me + my rep.Also, an hour ago my parents asked me how I did on my exams (I did horrible, 62%) and my parents would litterally kill me if i got anything under a B grade. Now we were eating dinner, which meant no escaping. Only went completly red, then my mom says "Hmmm, your face is all red, youve musta done bad" and i just sat there trying to hide my face while getting even hotter and said "uhh, i dont know yet, i forgot to check my mark". That was the fastest and best thing I could think of in that short time. Well im gonna be in for it later since they probably relized that I did bad. Enough talking or typing for now, its probably making my problems worse thinking about it, so i'll try being a stoner and done care about anything and hopefully I wont blush. AND i also relized that after talking to the people i blush to, for about 5 mins I usually stop blushing..(weird..)So to all you people with relationships or had one before, lucky you and poor me. And for them peeps who dont blush like me so ezily, lucky you again and poor me......:(Time for this poor tortured soul to go.. ttyl
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62% is not so bad. It seems to me that you are being too harsh on yourself. Perhaps you've learned it from others, but it's not right. You're allowed to get hot and red: it doesn't mean you're no good as a partner. Real guys aren't suave like in the movies - they are actors reading out lines that some scriptwriter has spent hours polishing and refining. Forget about your rep and go on regardless.
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OH BOY! Don't ever resort to drugs. Trust me I have and nothing good came out of it. I totally did random drugs back a couple of years. Marijuana, ectasy and I tried herione once but nvm that. Nothing good!!! I slept with some people I didn't even know, its a horrible feeling. YOu do some silly stuff....and about blushing.I think thats so cute! I love shy guys. I bet that girl does too. Oh my gosh I have so much to say about your blushing. Alright, girls love a blushing guy at least I do. Its a sign of innocence and yea its easy to know if you like someone. She probably knows, and if she continues to talk to you she probably is interested.Blushing is nothing to be ashamed of! Its really cute. I've dated a million guys that use to blush everytime I would just hug them or say hi too. I loved the fact I made them feel that way. Don't resort to drugs cause well...it just makes a person a lot more uncool. I probably lost a lot of friends in those 5 months. I did a lot of bad things that hurt my rep. Don't think trying it once will not hurt you, thats what I thought and it got me in a lot of trouble.Oh yea. High school does suck balls. A lot. I've had depression lately because of high school. I can't handle it, but its part of life. Pain is what makes you grow stronger. Don't distort reality with drugs, embrace life. Just honestly, don't put too much hurt into blushing. If you blush...so what? you're just blushing. Its not a bad thing at all, and trust me...many people are a lot worse off. Blushing is a normal thing, everyone blushes/turns red...but to a certain degree. BUt nothing and no one is perfect.
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Well, i wasnt thinking of doing drugs. But its just that everytime i try or she talks 2 me I go too red and i begin saying very dumb things or do dumb things and makes me look really stupid. And personally I think guys who blush are showing that they are weak, and thats not who I am. Argh
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In no way does blushing make you weak! Well if thats your opinion then fine. I assure you to girls blushing is a sign of an honest man. Why? Cause you can't hide the fact that you like her. You're so cute!!! I love guys who like do that. Thats just me. Its so cute!!!! lol I repeated that a couple of times but uhhh to help you.I think its weak that you can't tolerate this. Honestly, its just blood rushing to your face. Wow, thats so much weakness. I'm sorry to be so blunt. I understand how you're feeling. But trust me you're just feeling weak because you thinkk you're acting stupid. Not every girl wants a smooth talking guy that gets all the girls. Those are called playas.Well sorry I read one part you said stoner..I was like oh my no! Does she think you're dumb? Or does she continue to talk to you and say hi. If she does continue to talk to you and say hi to you most probably she finds you interesting. Don't beat yourself up over such a trivial thing!