This really is an awesome thread, a shaft of light in the darkness............ok forget that last bit it was a tad........nevermind LOL reading through the posts made me smile like a huge big smiley thing winning first place in a smiley thing competition.........and there are a few people i would like to say something about too.............Roc - rick i love ya hon, you make me laugh, and wanna cry too, i wish you all the luck in the world and hope things get better and brighter for you and your family very soon............we all miss you around here!!Lisa - I love you baby, you're my girl. I wish we lived nearer eachother so i could come around for a coffee, or a vodka, or just to give you a big kiss You are always so positive on the boards no matter whats happening off it and i love you for that........im honoured to be your friend babe.Katie - Sis, what can i say girl, but i love ya! I love your fun, your energy, I know i could talk to you about anything and you would listen and sincerely try and help, not just brush me off. You give off an aura of caring and compassion, and you're a genuine woman and i wish you were my younger sister!Eddie - I love ya babes, you're fun, funny, and great to know. You give awesome advice, make me laugh and hell who else would we have to bring along the glitter to the parties LOL You are such a lovely guy darlin, im so happy to know you Amy - Girl i love you to bits, you are SO much fun, i wish i had half your energy........i love to talk with you, you cheer me up no end, and you're totally awesome i tell ya totally awesome Mr U - darlin, i was so worried about you for a while back there, but i love to hear how things are picking up for you, yes shitty things will still happen but you have turned that corner hon, and im SO very proud of you for getting there and not giving up. I don't get to chat to you as much as i would love to, in fact i don't get to chat to most people enough, but i do class you as one of my close friends and i love you darlin and im always here if you need me as much as that is worth.Steve - man you make me laugh and sit here gritting my teeth at the pc sometimes LOL but, you give great advice, and if i seriously needed to know something I know you would know or know how to find out. Ashely and cute and crazy - you two are great you're both funny, and give great advice too..........talented, sexy and fun!SDP - man i love ya, you have a side of you many don't see, and im happy to say i do and thanks for putting up with my random PMs.Ineligable - hon, you are the most respected member of this forum in my eyes and its well deserved.Starfish - for a relativly new member, your posts have stood out to me, you're funny, and have a great sense of humour, but the advice you have given and the posts you have made have in my mind already made you a valued member of the boards.Bob - what can i say hon, i love ya, but then of course i do i branded you and i OWN you............you make me laugh, you make me spit my coffee over my keyboard - once even reaching the screen i might add - but you're not here to hijack the threads enough these days!Kristal - i don't always agree with you, but i admire the fact that you say what you think, and you don't care what anyone says........I love it when you post and you can tell you're in a good mood thats great........and as someone already said you have a stunning smile.Steph - the same goes for you girl, your a valued member of the boards, and always have a lot of good advice to post.......Helms - you hate me and thats something i can't change, but i did want to say that you are an example of how people can overcome things and come out the other side stronger and more postitive and thats an inspiration for others. Amanda - no one can randomly start a llama hot tub party like you can girl LOLTo any others i havn't mentioned that doesn't mean I dont' have anything to say, it means i havn't had enough coffee yet and can't remember what it was LOLgroup cuddles for all