Animals turn me on!

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... Which is a lie, but I needed to get your attention to help me with a REAL problem. To boot, the headline isn't far from the problem. My concern does involve animals - in a way.Anyho, when I was in the finish of my 7th grade, I had a few fantasies - about women and animals. I used to imagine a woman having sex with a horse, and was very aroused by the thought. The funny thing was, I imagined MYSELF as that horse. Pretty weird, huh? Then, a little time after I've had these fantasies, or during the time I had them, I can't remember, I discovered that there was a thing such as animal porn - or bestiality sex I'f you like. Humans fucking animals in movies to be plain. At first I was delighted at the discovery, now I could get my hands on MOVIES with this fantasy of mine. So I naturally searched and downloaded a few bestiality movies... And one or two of them was pretty good to me - sexually arousing - but the rest was just plain... weird. It looked corky if not directly sick to me. Perhaps I should mention that these movies I wanted to see and saw, only involved human females, and a horse or a dog having sex with them, never human males fucking a dog or horse - that thought never appealed to me, neither did the pictures I accidentally bumped in to. Those pictures were disgusting to me. Anyho, it continued like this for a year or so, with me once in a while (once or twice a month) seaching for bestiality porn involving human females, and most of the time the pictures and movies I found was weird, gross and uninteresting - but just once in while a picture showed up that I found appealing. But my enthusiasm for all this slowly vanished, as my fantasies involving animals and women had also stopped, and was actually only in the very beginning. In the end I had found 4 things that was actually appealing to me. Here follows: A short movie with a woman being taken from behind by a pony. A set of three pictures with a dog fucking a girl from behind. Asingle photo of a dog taken a girl from behind. And a series of drawn pictures with girls having sex with horses.All other things I found was of no interest - at all. It seemsthat posture of the woman was important to me. It was always sex from behind, or doggystyle if you want to call it that, in the pictures I found appealing. None of the pictures I liked had another position.In the end I ended up just seeing this movie and these pictures on the net when I felt like it, not bothering to search anymore. At this point the gas was pretty much out of the balloon, and these pictures (and one movie) slowly became trivial and uninteresting. In the end I quitted all these things and just saw normal porn. That I found more interesting. All this was a year and half ago. Today such pictures and fantasies hold no interest to me, not even the ones I used to like. I'm pretty confused over all this.I have my own theory about all this, but I would like to hear yours first...To boot I've also heard from my cousin that he used see lotsof bestiality porn, but lost interest and now only watch normal porn. Two years back a friend of mine expressed interest in watching a bestiality movie, so I showed the one I liked, which he apparently liked. Another friend mine showed some of his porn to me some years back, and suddenly showed a movie with a girl being fucked from behind by a pony, a movie which he obviously found appealing.I would like to hear what you make of all this. What it means, and if need to worry about it. And about your own experience with all these things (if you have any).Oh, and sorry for the long thread...

you CAN have too much of a good thing, i get an album listen to it 24/7 then all of a sudden,im bored and won't put it on again........it seems the newness has worn off for you, and the images are now boring, and kinda samey, it maybe that you come back to it in the future, but maybe not.

Man, that's evil! How could you show me that!? What is it? And no, not THAT kind of pictures.. My fetish was about a entirely different thing - which actually did'nt have anything to do with animals in themselves... But in the sexual relationship between man and woman (as I said I had my own theory about all this, just a few more posts and I'll tell it.)

I knew that one... damn... Have you ever tried shitcity.com? There may be something there for the shitfiends...

Ew. I think I'm on the wrong internet.

Okay, all this little chit-chat is all fun, but please get back on topic. I give this little case a lot of thought and I really need some serious answers. Please.

We all have phases of interest in our lives. Some times they are sexual, romantic, professional, etc. Things come and go, one thing changes into another. I say just go with the flow. Let things that appeal to you at the time go through their course, and don't resist the inevitable changes when they happen.

When i was like 12 or 13 i looked at animal porn and it turned me on but i prefer normal more know

I've seen beast porn. Like you, I found some arousing and some not.
I think that since you could only find a bit that was apealing to you, the reality didn't jive with your long held fantacy.
Also, like food and music, fettish tastes evolve over time. You don't dig it so much any more; that's normal.

Thanks for the posts fella's.. Okay, I said I would give my own theory, so I'll just pass it now.

To sort this out it I only had a few things to rely on:

1: Animals never sexually attracted me, not in the movies, not in real life.

2: I am a heterosexual, and as such the woman was always the centre of sexual arousal in the movie and the pics.

3: I found out that what appealed to me, was the different roles in the sexual act. Like, the female, the recieving part was under the male's dominans and could do nothing, but being mated with the male. Helpless in a way. The male was an animal and as such behaved in an animal way, following his primal instincts, and only thought about getting his sexual needs fulfilled through the woman. The male was dominary, had great strength, controlled the act, was in charge so to speak. The male behaved like an animal when near the woman.

4: The movie and pictures I liked had this relationsship shown very graphic, very obviously. The movies and pictures I disliked were "just" animal sex, and didn't quite show that relationsship.

From all this I have found ONE theory:
As I stated in my first post, in my fantasies I imagined MYSELF as the horse, the animal that was mating with the human female - and I believe that the same, was the case with all the pictures, and the movie I liked. That I uncounciosly used the animals as a symbol of myself, as a projection of myself. Of my desires and wishes (at the time) to women in the sexual act.

That meaning that I wished to be animalistic to the women, to behave like an animal, be like an animal, when in the sexual act. To have that relationsship that I described above in point 3, to a woman, with a woman.

This is obviously a search back to my roots, to my heritage as animal, to the primal instincts and genes in me, from back to the time when we were apes, when we were animals. It seems that this tendency, was only one of many in me (in the male) when it comes to the sexual act with women.

Because frankly, I dont want to be like that with women. When it comes down to it, I'm very feministic, very emotional when it comes to the sexual act. I see it as a joining between to creatures, an extreme pleasure to feel a woman so close to you, feel yourself inside her. Well, I'm very dreamy when it comes to sex, not cynical at all. And I have no desire to be this brute animal when it comes to woman. No more than I would like to a rape and hurt a woman. That means I dont want to.

As I see it, this tendency with being an animal to the women, was a part of my heritage, and came to express itself through this desire to see beastiality movies and pics (due to the symbolic and projection with myself as the animal). It coursed through my 13th and 14th year, and then faded out. It seems that this sexual heritage expresses itself in one's early sexual stage, along with all other kinds of strange things, that just goes through your head like a blaze and then disappear. The wonder of puberty, everything is a constant development, and so was this little period with this tendency. It expressed itself, and then put itself in its rightful place. A very anonomoys place it seems.

It really does seem to take place in the early years. Those I've heard of who had it the same as me, have also had it quite early, at the age of 12-15 and then no more.

Does this make sense? Does this sound possible, or have I misunderstood something?

Please comment.

Ok, guys I SEROUSLY need your help! As I've said before I give this a lot of thought. My head is literally spinning about all this. And I really need your confirmation in my theories, OR your help to see what this really is! This may not as interesting as people who has all kinds of fetishes but I still need your comments!PLEASE! Give me some feedback!

Your head is spinning because you're no longer attracted to something that most people frown upon? I don't get it. I'd think that your head would have been spinning before, but it would have stopped spinning now. It's as if you had a broken leg, and were cool with it, but you became troubled after it healed.

We're not psychotherapists. If you really do feel troubled, you should seek professional counseling.

Listen, I just want some honest answers to a honest question. It's frustrating to ask a question and nobody answers. I hope you can understand that. Listen, If what I think is correct, there never was a true problem. I'm asking you to either confirm me or guide me on the right track conserning all this. I'm not really troubled in that sense, as it is over like you said, I just want to understand what it was. I just need some answers from honest, normal people like you. Now please, instead of critizising the question, would you answer it? Just post your thoughts.

No problem unless you see it as such. Do you want us to tell you all of your answers? We cannot. They have to come from you. You are the best person to answer such subjective questions. Chasing the answers for yourself will give you a greater sense of satisfaction, and will help you understand much more than just that particular situation. All we can do is give general advice/suggestions. Ultimately, it is your decision what you choose to beleive, and that belief will undoubtedly change as you gain maturity. This is an unending process. You berate those who have responded thus far, saying you are serious and need input. You have been possibly given the best input available. We cannot understand every nuance, every facet, every feeling associated with your situation.

Well, off course you're right, vincubus. And I HAVE thought it through, and I HAVE drawn the only conclusion I see logical or even possible. But all the thinking get you wired up. What if I'm wrong? What if I've played myself a hoax? In the end i've come to the conclusion that those thoughts really have nothing to do with what's real and reasonable, just my fears. But all I need and ask from you is feedback. Just post your thoughts. Does the theory I've written to this sound real and possible? Or is it just a hoax? I ask you to take 5 minutes of your time, read my posts, and then to write if it sounds believabel. Possible. Write anything.And sorry if I've been a pain in the butthole, but I just want this solved.

Listen, you got some answers then re-asked the question.

Demanding answers, huh? You're demanding answers to a complex psychological issue from a message board of amateurs, a large number of whom aren't even adults. Would you be upset if you came here with some complex medical symptoms and we couldn't give you a good opinion? Perhaps you should look elsewhere for help, or talk to a professional. Were better at "diagnosing" bumps on penises and constipation issues, and answering birth control questions. Regarding other people who have been through what you have: perhaps no one who is currently actively posting has been. Not every question posted to this forum gets a good answer; but then you're not paying anything either.It sounds like your "problem" has already subsided, and you're trying to do a post-mortem on it. Then you say "Because frankly, I dont want to be like that with women.", and it's still not clear to me what it is you don't want to be like. Is it that you're concerned you visualize women as subsevient animals when you're with them?

Okay, I know that I've overreacted on this issue. It's not such problem as I've made it. And I understand that I can't DEMAND anything of you. And that this place is problaly not the best place to get a real complex answer.

But this is Afraidtoask.com, where you, supposedly, help each other out with your sexual problems. And that's what I'm asking of you. It aint so much, just look at the theory and post your thoughts about it.

To SteveA's question: What I meant was that, although it seems that this is (being animalistic with the women) what it meant, I have no desire to do so today. Therefore it was a temperary thing.
Today
I dont want to be like that with women, I have no desire to, or any pull to do so. I feel that that's not me. I simply have no urge to do such a thing. So yes, there is no problem. and I am doing a post-mortem here.

But please help me out. It may not be as serious as a bunch of other things, but help me out anyhow. please.

But please help me out.I don't know what you're looking for. It sounds like you had a problem and overcame it, or it overcame itself through the passage of time. I don't think we can give you much more insight than that. Are you looking for a Jungian analysis?Sorry, but we don't do advanced psychoanalysis here.> This is obviously a search back to my roots, to my heritage as animalI don't think this is obvious to others, but if you think it is, then you've answered your own question.> the primal instincts and genes in meUnless you were sexually attacted to bacteria, I doubt that this has anything to do with anything. The drive is to have sex to reproduce and propagate your genes, and sex with a llama won't get the job done.You wouldn't happen to be a psychology grad student having a lark on a message board, would you be?

In reply to: You wouldn't happen to be a psychology grad student having a lark on a message board, would you be? It's surprising how often that happens.