I was with a friend, talking about gay stuff for some reason, and then I realized, I think my mom might realize I'm gay/bi/whatever the hell I am.
About a year ago, she caught me looking at gay porn. She was like, "I understand if you were just curious about sex, but Sean... that was a guy." As far as I know, I was able to convince her that it was just a popup ad...
Then when I bought Mean Girls, she was a little confused, asking if I bought it for myself or my sister...
Every year, for several years now, she's been buying me a car calendar (I'm a car freak); I guess it's her tradition or something. But this year, just out of the blue, she bought me a Sports Illustrated swimsuit model calendar. (Come to think of it, I don't know where I even put it haha.) She then said she'd get me a Lindsay Lohan one instead if I wanted. Cars weren't an option...
And oh yeah, when we argue about religious stuff, I bring up the way the Catholic church treats gays. I try to keep it a side story, but maybe I do a bad job...
Anyway, my friend says it sounds like she knows. But I feel like if she did, she surely would have booted me by now- she's extremely anti-gay. And if she were accepting, she wouldn't continue to make nasty comments about gays either. I know you guys don't know my mom personally, but... what do you think? What should I do?!