well I think i caught an STD. The thing about it is i think that it is the big one. Don't know how to deal with it.
OK you need to give more info if you want people to help you.
What happend to step 2 and 3... lol
thats easier said than done. I was jokeing about step 2 and 3 but at the same time i was not jokeing. the real question that i have is what comes next. do i lose my job how do i get money how do i tell my family. I dont think that it is not fair to make my faimly deal with my mistakes that is if thing do go wrong.
Why should you lose your job if you get an STD? Is it necessary to tell your family?
You haven't said why you think you have one, and you seem to be getting over-distraught.