Beyond worried

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Just wanted to start this off with saying that i have bene visiting this forums for a long time now and wanted to say what a great place and community you all have here. its the only place that I Would feel comforatble posting something like this... with that said ... let me get to it.. Well where do I start ...I dated this grrl for about 6 months ... make the story short .. I ended up finding out that she was a stripper ... after a bunch of lies she first told me that she only danced on stage then I find out she was doing lap dances and honestly I dont even know if she was doing more then that.. Last time that I was with her was around the end of august...just wanted to give some background info before i jumped into it... (since this isnt something thats real easy to post about. )when I was with her this weird thing happen... and I thought it was cause maybe the way she would masturbate me ... I thought it was friction ..but my penis felt like it had friction burn on it ... and honestly I dont know if thats what it was cause we were kinda ruff when having sex or anything like that.. But it was all around under teh cap of my penis and it had broken skin and Was peeling... Def Felt like It had been friction ... Dont know if thats got anything to do with this but thought i would say something about that too.. well Lets get to it...she would also use her fingers and play on my anus..... one time using the same dildo that I used on her she stuck it up my ass.....now here is the problem .. Ive noticed the other day While touching there that I felt like little bumps or something .... A years ago I remember felling (well before her) what i thought was like sores or cuts down there and didnt know what to make of them ... they are no longer there but you can kinda see the scars in the pics from what im talking about .well I feel these Little bumps so to say and thought i would take a few pics so I could see better for my self... I Hope that posting pictures isnt against the rules but I dont know what else to do. i feel lost. I also have this weird rash so to say on my fingers.... its only ON my index and middle fingers... and I Was thinkin that maybe cause thats the only fingers that i used on her and also my self .... dont know if they are relatted just thought I would add that into it also. the rash as you can see from the pics looks like popped blood vesseles.... I dont know what to make of them... They dont really Tich so to say.. and you can noticed them more after ive been outside in the cold or also after ive fingered my current grrlfriend..at first i thought that maybe they were something from jewlery so I left my rings off ... and though a little better ... they Are still there.. also another thing that i Notcied is that when im excited .... Like horny and dont masturbate but Before im about to ... if I go to the bathroom to pee or whatever ... it looks like a little cum is dripping out from the tip .... but its not like normal precum its more white like cum...also noticed this if i have to pee and wait a little bit before I do ... I will noticed some there at the tip.... I dont have a pic of that though ... well here are the pictures hope that im not breaking any rules... Just thinkin about going to the doctor but i dont have medical and My mom would be heart broken if I told her about this .. and I feel soooo ashamed ... so please if this looks like anything to anyone here please any info would be great.thank you so much [img]http://img215.imageshack.us/img215/2594/picture005dx1.jpg[/img] [img]http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/4162/picture006yy9.jpg[/img] [img]http://img243.imageshack.us/img243/8276/picture009lk5.jpg[/img] [img]http://img243.imageshack.us/img243/9361/picture010zo1.jpg[/img] [img]http://img222.imageshack.us/img222/1074/untitled1copyyg7.jpg[/img]

Unpleasant though it may be, you must get to the doctor. There's definitely some sort of infection going on there (perhaps more than one?), and it's all over the place - your anus, your fingers, your urethra - that's not good. Don't delay.(The cum-like stuff that you get is pus, and indicates your urethra is infected.)

What would you think it looks like ?I thought maybe anal warts???but could that spread to my fingers?im so worried cause i have a new Gf that I care about soo much and Im worried that since me and her had UP sex and that i finger her with my fingers.... that this could ruin it

We can't tell you what it is. The only thing that you need to do is go to the doctor as soon as possible.

oh i know that trust me.. I just wanted some input about what some of you might think that was...

it defintaley looks like warts. you need to get that checked out. and yes it could spread to any part of your body.

did you ever go to the doctor??????

On the bright side it doesnt seem like anything life threatening.

I remember I had the skin peeling off once after oral sex with the girl but it turned out she used to much teeth :cry:

Yeha i know im stupid for not going to the doctors ... but im going to go soon I want to go just dont have the money or the time .. I know that sounds bad ... but its the truth ... thing is that the things on my asshole ... are gone ... My hands .... seems like they are still there ... more like bumps under teh skin ... like almost looks liek poison ivy in a weird way .. but its def not ... and the Red spots are now dark red ... like they healed but there is still a red tint to them just darker ...

syphillis, stage 1 and 2. Need to see the doc b-4 stage 3, my friend, or things will get worse for you.

If it invovles my sex, I make time and money to goto a doc.your a fucking idiot for putting it off, its not going to cure itself

its been a while since I Wrote here .. and i know everyone is going to yell at me .... but i havent gone to the doctor ... I dont know why.. im very depressed and have started seeing a shrink for depression and social anxiety. since the last time i posted the things on my anus are gone .. there was a point where there alot of them .. I would say felt like warts ... they are gone and havent been back since.been about 3 months now ..But the things on my hands are getting a little weird .. Its like the rash will no longer leave my hands ... its weird feels almost like dry skin and posin ivy minus the oozing... almost seems like warts... there are raised spots .. I took new pics to see if this looks like anything .. alot of friends and gf told me that it looks like "smokers rash" I have never heard of that .. is there a such thing ?? they started to itch but when I scratch then it goes right away but it looks all dry as you can see from the pictures.. I know I should be Going to the doctor and when I am ready I will go like i said im also dealing with depression issues at the moment and seeking help for that .. so please dont flame me too bad for not going to the dr. pic 1 pic 2 pic 3 pic 4

At the very least, mention it to your shrink. If he's a psychiatrist he'll have a medical degree and at least give you some good advice. Flaking skin often indicates a fungal infection, but there are bumps as well, and it really needs a doctor's eye.

They look like genital warts in the pictures, but those normally wont go away. Usually a DOCTOR (which you need to go see) will have to remove them.