Hi im almost 16. I have felt so depressed latley and suicidal.I feel like my life has no point and there is no reason to keep going. I feel so so alone. I do have a Girlfriend which i feel like will only soon be over She is all i have and shes good to me but i feel like it wont be long untill i lose her to. I have no friends. The thoughts just cant be pushed out. I tell my girlfriend that i am depressed and suicidal but she has no encorageing words of any kind for me. I just dont know what to do i have felt like this ever since i was a little kid and it has torn me apart since then.so many things have already happend to me and i feel like it is only just beggining. Please anyone help me tell me anything to change the way i feel or think.
Welcome back, sensitive 14.
When you are depressed all the good things seem small and insignificant and you explain them away as people just being nice or lying or something unusual; while the bad things seem to fill the world, and it seems that they are the normal way of things and go on forever.
The trouble is, all this is a lie, caused by the depression. It distorts your perception. Life is not really bad, and good is bigger than evil. Depression puts distorting glasses on you.
Depression can be treated, though. It's a disease and therefore you should see a doctor about it, so you can start living life as it is meant to be lived.