Why do I fall in love with people who can't love me?I don't know why, but any guy I love can't love me back. Because they are straight, but it's not like I have that many gay guys to chose from (there's one, but yes the look I'm gay and a slut). I just wish there'd be one guy who could love me back. The guy I am currently crushing on is a year younger than me. I don't think he's gay, but he flirts with me when I see him but I don't think he knows that he his. He's so perfect an I'm so not. He's on the football team, so that's why I don't think he's gay, but man I would love to wear his jersey to school and hold hands and kiss and go on dates and well you get the picture. I want a relationship not just a fuck. Oh and on a side note, I'm going on accutane, and I don't care about the side affects I'm desperate,
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Why put yourself down so much? You may not be perfect, but neither is anyone else, when we consider the whole person. Quote:He's on the football team, so that's why I don't think he's gayOf course he may well not be gay, but I don't think only straight guys play football (see for example here and here and here and here).
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football eh?yep, nothing screams straight like jumping in the shower with a bunch of dudes a couple time a week
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Rare to find love in highschool.I wanted it too.. its better to wait so you dont have to deal with childish games
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I think you need to talk to someone close to you about this as well, otherwise youll probs start feeling more and more isolated by your feelings.
My friend told me about accutane, and she said its fine as long as your given the lowest dose possible- i have skin problems too and shes really helped me sort my skin out, now i rarely have breakouts.
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ok, well my ascertaitions that latent homosexuality runs rampant among the jocko-class aside, what you're experiencing is normal, whether one is straight or gay.I can't even begin to tell you the number of times I've fallen for the wrong person. The result has been pain, but it's also a temporary pain because, in a sense, the failure was a rescue. I'm sure you can imagine that the pain of rejection would be exponentially worse if that rejection came after spending a few years with that wrong person.I also appreciate the added difficulty of being gay. Technically, as a straight male, I have approximately 50% of the total population to choose from. As a gay male, you've got around 5% of the population (based on most accepted research)On the bright side, 5% of 6 billion means that there are around 360 million gay men on the planet Yeah, they're probably not all hot but your significant other is definitely in there.
