I hd an anual physical 2 days ago. I have been feeling depressed for about 4 months. I have a lot of friends at school. I always seem pereniod that they dont like me any more. I dont know if its all in my head or not. Any way i'm very very scared to tell my parents cuase I dont think they'll really beileve i'm depressed cuase they'll think depression only happens in cases where people have somethign 2 be depressed about. I've felt like I dont want to go on living just becuase life isnt fun any more. I feel like I dont ave any emotions and that My body just does my actions for me and I dont really think about anythign i;m doing.. Sometimes I feel so depressed I want to die, but i'm to sick and tired to get up from my bed and actually kill my self. That feeling is the worst feeling I have ever had. I dont know what happened to me I have a lot of friends and I have been the happiest kid for ever prior to the last 4 months and mayb a year and a half. Wow I really got off track but any way I was planning on telling my doctor about it, but I was to scared to do that. So I blew it. No i'm feeling soo damn hopeless its hard to even type this.Thank you
I dont know what 2 do now PLEASE READ!
That certainly sounds like depression. That irrational feeling that your friends no longer like you is so very typical. So is wanting to die, but it's too much trouble to kill yourself.
Is there a counsellor at school you could talk to? Or a trusted teacher? If the school tells the parents, they tend to take it more seriously.
Don't worry about what you didn't do, that was the depression. Focus on what you will do.
yes ineligible is right try to find a trusted teacher, theres only 2 in my school i would tell about something like that, and thats pretty much no question about it, you are depressed but just by what you said I cant figure out why
"What the h*** do you think your doing?!?!?!"
Yeah, but i'm to embarased and scared to even tell one of them. I dont believe that teachers and people really care for others. I've learned this wayyyyy b 4 I felt as shitty as I do now. My parents will never understand, I havn;t ven told tem yet, but all my famiyl will do is pitty me and I dont need there pitty. I dont want to live with medication, I dont want to put up with depression, "i'm sick ans tired of being sick and tired." WheN i was little I wasone 2 feel very strongly about things I cried during movies very easily and I liked that, feeling your emotions very strongly feels good. when I got older I tought I didnt like myself becuase of ow strongly I fel about things. But now that I feel as though I have none you have no idea how empty I feel.
Teachers really do care for their students - a lot more than the students care for their teachers.